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Why do you want to die; answer with THREE WORDs only!!!

glitterpvppy

glitterpvppy

Member
Feb 11, 2026
64
Happier
Without
Me
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
335
im so exhausted
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
138
Nothing feels [real].
 
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Theresnoescape

Theresnoescape

Student
May 29, 2024
193
I
Dont
Belong
 
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TrulyNeverCertain

I'm not entirely sure... (They/Them)
Jan 18, 2026
57
Stop
Hurting
Others
 
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whoisit

At peace for now
Jan 25, 2026
50
Stop
The
Pain
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
202
overwhelmed
grief
regret
 
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
206
I
Hate
Life.
 
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a65b

a65b

It's your life. Do what you want with it
Jan 31, 2026
72
i have nothing
 
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assassinlord82

assassinlord82

Member
Nov 12, 2024
32
really fucking tired
 
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spiders.in.my.head

spiders.in.my.head

chronically stupid
Dec 21, 2025
113
feel worthless failure
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
255
Existence is curse
 
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raikko

raikko

Member
Dec 21, 2025
19
Abir_london said:
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!
Click to expand...
I am worthless
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
213
Unrelenting obsessive thoughts! 💫
 
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Shadowsight

Shadowsight

Member
May 12, 2026
14
Failure at life
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
94
Can't
make
babies

No
periods
ovulation

No
vagina
womb
Wanted
cervix
clitoris
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
297
No
Hope
Left
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

Member
May 16, 2026
15
Everything, Complacent, Nothing
 
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thousandislandstare

Member
Nov 30, 2019
24
game is rigged
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
231
pain
overtimulation
trauma
 
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