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lama

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Or is it more comfortable to do it with additional protocols in order to ease the pain?
 
hellworldprincess

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It's more comfortable and there's less of a chance that your SI sets in and you call emergency services if you pass out as quickly as possible.
But most importantly the AE (antiemetic) prevents you from vomiting up the SN and making your attempt fail.
 
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It's more comfortable and there's less of a chance that your SI sets in and you call emergency services if you pass out as quickly as possible.
But most importantly the AE (antiemetic) prevents you from vomiting up the SN and making your attempt fail.
Are these OTC meds that I can buy?
 
deadbidaylight

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Most aren't necessary. SN is lethal on its own and is really the only thing you NEED in order to CTB. All the others are to make the journey more peaceful. Many have CTB with just the SN mixed with water.

The only protocol I would follow regardless of what other meds (or lacktherof) I would do is the fasting before. Taking the SN on an empty stomach absorbs much faster, so more gets into your system before you vomit it out (if you do in fact vomit).
 
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Most aren't necessary. SN is lethal on its own and is really the only thing you NEED in order to CTB. All the others are to make the journey more peaceful. Many have CTB with just the SN mixed with water.

The only protocol I would follow regardless of what other meds (or lacktherof) I would do is the fasting before. Taking the SN on an empty stomach absorbs much faster, so more gets into your system before you vomit it out (if you do in fact vomit).
I see. Now I just need it to get delivered to me without my family knowing. I know what to do and I am ready to do it but how do I get it delivered without my family knowing?
 
deadbidaylight

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I see. Now I just need it to get delivered to me without my family knowing. I know what to do and I am ready to do it but how do I get it delivered without my family knowing?
Where are you from? If you're in North America, you could always have it delivered to a UPS store or something similar. They will call you when it's in and you to pick it up.

You can also rent PO Boxes for a small fee and have it delivered there.
 
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Where are you from? If you're in North America, you could always have it delivered to a UPS store or something similar. They will call you when it's in and you to pick it up.

You can also rent PO Boxes for a small fee and have it delivered there.
I am not from North America. I am from Asia.
 
deadbidaylight

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I am not from North America. I am from Asia.
Oh, I don't have any suggestions then unfortunately. Sorry I couldn't be of more help.
 
Rymrgand

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If you haven't yet, you should read the SN resources. There you can find information about what meds are useful, what meds are useless, what meds are strongly recommended and what meds could be harmful. And also information about how many hours you should fast, how should you prepare the dose and when you should drink it.
 
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