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seeweed

seeweed

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Feb 2, 2026
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Cause everytime my mom talks to me its either me reacting in irritation or just being sad about it. Sometimes i get the feeling shes really trying hard to make us work but then again.. i dont know. I have a complicated relationship with my mom. Sometimes i just feel so bad for being like this, but shes the reason why im like this aswell. It feels like its too late. On some posts i could be ranting about her being a nuisance and on this post I just feel sad. I dont wanna be confused anymore.
 
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joey2424

joey2424

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Nov 2, 2025
99
I assume I'm a lot older than you. And it didn't get any clearer, it just doesn't really matter to me anymore. Eventually your parent is just one of the people in your life and not that much more.
 
liquid jen

liquid jen

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Sep 9, 2025
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I feel this way with my father. I just don't get it. I'm sorry.
 

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