Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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I agree with the criticism actually. It's almost as if Evisceratedjester can say whatever the hell she wants. Btw what color ribbon do we wear in standing up for victims of mind control?
This latter aspect, and overall management of the site, has not changed any since the management passed over imo, you've been here six weeks and are dishing out potted histories of this site, who are you, like seriouslyI don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels - there's even a sister forum with some really questionable and shit takes on suicide.
This forum has changed and has since deviated from that path - but that doesn't mean the mods still don't have to work endlessly to weed out individuals who wish to exploit vulnerable people here.
Okay, what does this have to do with my points though? Along with that, most of the criticism towards this site is mainly about it supposedly pushing minors to suicide. That's like, 90% of what outsiders complain about when it comes to here. The incel thing isn't typically the big focal point of people's arguments against the existence of this site. The creators of this site haven't been involved here in years and most people on here are very against misogyny.I'm sorry, but do you know everything that goes on this site?
I don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels - there's even a sister forum with some really shit takes on suicide.
This forum has changed and has since deviated from that path - but that doesn't mean the mods still don't have to work tirelessly to weed out individuals who wish to exploit vulnerable people here.
Also why would this post be focused on helping victims if OP themselves claims to be a victim themself? And I'm not coddling OP, I just think it's so strange that out of every post here people gather like locusts to poke fun at someone who went trough a clearly traumatic event. I'm not saying that everything OP says is true - I'm just saying that they have plausable cause to be upset - and people who go through these traumatic events aren't going to see it the same was as you and I.
People are quick to defend this site (which has had multiple threads of people contemplating homicide and will get radio silence) but are so reactionary to posts like OP, it's just really strange. This is the only site where I can vent openly about heavy topics (sometimes I really wish it wasn't) and for that reason - these discussions shouldn't excluded these topics either.
It has long been my dream to have a male-only suicide forum. And the funny thing is that the females would agree, too? Seeing incels die, it's a win-win.I don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels
I support the children's right to a happy childhood AND/OR SUICIDE. Because it makes more sense that children getting fucked.Along with that, most of the criticism towards this site is mainly about it supposedly pushing minors to suicide.
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65 replies culminating to this point. what a valuable and insightful threadYou need to put this in the Forum Suggestions forum if you want it to gain traction
I cannot address anything in the second half of the post, but I can try to address the first half.I mean abused children, especially when they are from an poor household.
Here in Germany, you should think that government agencys would give a fuck about children. They don't.
I went to the police when I was 10 years old, because my psychotic mother who abused me mentally for years broke me so much that I just wanted to get away from her.
I didn't have an father, she raised me alone and she didn't have any friends, because she was just an crazy bitch when I was at my vulnerablest age-periods; as a child.
I say "she was" because she died of cancer at the end of 2018. Karma works. Although she changed as I grew older, I still felt relieve when she was gone for good. I was 21 years old at that time and became an full time alcoholic after that. I drank before, but then it really started. Also took opioids and benzos at that time.
Anyways, back to the topic of the government institutions who should protect children from situations like this. Just when I tried to take my life for the first time when I was 14 years old, they finally felt the need to give a fuck about me. But they treated me like shit. They yelled at me, and just treated me like Nazis treated Jews back then. At least it felt like that. Only when other adults outside of the "administration of children" was present, they would change their tone.
I don't wish eternal torture for anyone after they die (hell), but I hope those fuckers will get some sort of punishment for what they're consciously doing to already traumatized children. Treating them like shit until they kill themselves because they feel untouchable when no other adults are present. It's like raping a child, but on a psychological level. What could I've done at age 14 to deserve to get yelled at and called names like "lazy bum" by some government official slut? Instead of actually helping me, building me up?
This world is run by satanic forces, and Jesus warned that those who mistread children; it would be better for them that a millstone would be wrapped around them and that they would be thrown into the sea.
There was a guy who worked as a social worker in the psychiatry for teenagers. He just looked like he surely was doing cocaine (in retrospect I recognize it, I was 14-15 at that time).
I dated an girl when I was 16 and she told me that when she was at that psychiatry, she experienced how this fucker who laughed at me when they asked me about my dreams
(I said I'd like to drive motorcross as a hobby, because my uncle took me to an motorcross field and I enjoyed it very much. They probably laughed because I was poor and couldn't afford it on my own and/or because my cheap clothes looked poor on me) ...
Anyways, the girl told me that this guy touched 14-15 year old girls on their butts, tits and elsewhere in the sports room. There was an room for sport activities in the psychiatry for teens and since I knew the character of this satanist, I immediately believed her story.
When I reported this, they invited me to the psychiatry (I was 16 at that time). There was the female chef of the psychiatry and the dude who I accused. They knew that I had an weak character, and this guy just threatened me with an lawsuit, and that he would get the best lawyers. He probably would, this criminal scumbag certainly earned also money from criminal activities. Probably teen-porn too.
That shows me, that even the chef of the psychiatry was aware and they tried to intimidate me, framing me of false accusations. This is some freemason shit. That's the reason, why Hollywood and top tier personalities and politicians are involved in cases like Epstein flight logs.
And they want even the world to know that this is the case. They want to show that they can be pedophiles and no one can stop them, because above the elite only god could stop them if he exists.
With all that knowledge, I couldn't imagine how anyone could have the desire to bring children into this world. Everything is fucked. The planet is poisoned by everything:
Forever-Chemicals, microplastic, glyphosate, ultra-processed food, MKULTRA by 5G mind-control, chemtrails that contain aluminum, barium, harmful bacteria, and the list goes on and on, and they try to make it worse by the minute.
From their perspective, the planet and especially humans couldn't be poisoned enough. I think they really believe in Satan and follow his principals to the last. Extracting adrenochrome from scaring children which the CIA kidnapped is totally real for me. So many children in the US alone go missing without a trace every year. It's like 100.000 children.
Also, when an Cruise ship from Disney went from the US to south America and back (for children to have an fun time), an female employee noticed how at stops in south America at the harbours, children from south America got kidnapped and dragged into the Disney cruise ship. She was in shock and went to the press after she arrived back in the US.
Of course you've got to be careful, because those freemasons don't let it slip if someone points at their satanic horrors.
Even Doctors or scientists doing research on clean and free energy sources or an easy and painless cure for all types of cancer, they get killed. The plane, which should've brought them to an congress, crashes and no one survives.
We know about that, but there are people pretending not to know about this at all, of course mainly out of fear or because they are a part of the deep state. Maybe they are also an victim of MKULTRA.
Oh, and deep state? Yes. An former high-ranking US-citizen with an high salary and good social status quit his job and exposed that there actually is an deep state the US (so in other countries aswell). He didn't want to be a part of this whatsoever and quitted his job, losing his position and financial security completely.
The birth-rate in 1st world countries dropped in the last decades. How could that be if we are "advancing"? Surely there'll be many factors, but for anyone who knows about that deep state shit wouldn't want an child to live in this hell (secret police, an almost invisible state above the actual visible state which turns politicians into actors with no real power, just there for pure mass destruction. See project mockingbird.).
The least anyone can do to withdraw power from this satanic circus is to not have children. They will only suffer even more, because suffering is the most powerful tool for those freemason-psychopaths.
I'm convinced that they will never stop what they're doing, because they and their bloodline is mentally totally gone. Either they'll be removed which would be hard, on the other hand it would be easy to stop having children altogether because that's the free choice that we have.
Then they simply would have no people who they could mentally enslave.
I think it's important, because some day they might discover to technology to make already exiting people or newborns to live a very long life or maybe nearly forever when they figure out how to stop the aging process.
Yeah, they'll advertise it like ultra-processed food, vaccines for covid or smartphone. All of this is not good for us and smartphones for example just gives the elites more power over us. They can listen and observe us with those devices.
And with 6G, mind-reading allegedly will be very easy. If it's possible to play entire movies via the existing technologies on smartphones, it's not far-fetched that you can read thoughts with advanced 6G technology, which probably already exist today. They won't tell you, they won't tell you if there's an harmless and cheap cure for cancer, don't be naive.
So just imagine if they would modify humans so that they would live up to a 1000 years, 10.000 years or even 10 million years. So great, right?
If they would do it so you could have an enjoyable life for 10 million years, maybe. But do you think they would give it to you and us? For themselves, of course. But we just would be their slaves for millions of years, so they can enjoy their lives even more.
So, my advice is that no one of us should breed, before they figure out how to make us into indestructible slaves. If you blast your head with a shotgun, the cells simply reconstruct themselves. Sounds ridiculous and impossible, but people would say that if you told some people thousand of years ago that there will be airplanes, helicopters and rockets who can shoot us out of space.
When there is already meat grown in laboratories or even brains grown in laboratories which can play "pong", it's not far-fetched. Just look it up, they grow brains in laboratories, and you can purchase brains to do certain tasks.
For a final note on this rage-vent, my mother told me that if I get older, I'll understand how this world really works. I think this might be what she meant? Everything that I disclosed in this post?
I hope that this post doesn't get deleted and that whoever operates this platform values freedom of speech. If there are parts which are inappropriate, these could be deleted instead of removing the whole post.
I doubt that anyone will read the whole thing with around 1650 words anyways.