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dogemn

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May 30, 2023
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If you decide to CTB you're stepping into something whose outcome you cannot know. You don't know whether it will be painless, peaceful and quick or slow, painful, and terrifying because there is no way to know in advance how your body and mind will react. You don't know whether you'll succeed or fail and end up in an even worse situation than before because no method is 100% guaranteed. And even if you succeed you don't know what death actually brings. Peace is not necessarily the same thing as nonexistence and no one can tell you with certainty what waits on the other side, if anything.

So if the thing you're seeking is relief, why choose an option whose consequences are the most uncertain of all? Is choosing to stay alive just an even worse option for you?
 
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Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
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That's the reason why I haven't done it. As I fear being a vegetable for life. But there's so many method that people do, and every 40 seconds I guess someone is ctb so I think it's about doing the thing rightly. If failed then that would be very horrible. And I don't fear afterlife now as hell heaven is just story people made to scare people and not doing ctb in the older times hah and it failed, as in the older times people thought the sun is god and look what it made of? Yes there's uncertainty afterlife but less or more we return to stardust like atoms and particles that's it. I wish we can actually control our body and consciousness, sigh.
 
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fullypneumatic

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Jun 8, 2026
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It's a matter of the effort it takes to live in this world and age. CTB is bypassing all the inevitable suffering that life holds, and no one escapes death in the end.
 
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