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shelaysdown
sleeping in, for today
- Dec 4, 2023
- 17
I've been abused, assaulted, groomed, ignored. Not once have I actually been in a healthy romantic relationship.
I was so close to it this month - I met a person who I think is amazing, and he seemed interested in me, and he was unendingly kind and supportive. And now it's over. It feels like happiness is being snatched away from me just as I was about to finally feel it.
I want to die. There's nothing but heartbreak left for me here. Why am I so easy to abuse, and so hard to love? Why does this keep happening to me? Why is it so hard for me to feel the things that come naturally to others?
I was so close to it this month - I met a person who I think is amazing, and he seemed interested in me, and he was unendingly kind and supportive. And now it's over. It feels like happiness is being snatched away from me just as I was about to finally feel it.
I want to die. There's nothing but heartbreak left for me here. Why am I so easy to abuse, and so hard to love? Why does this keep happening to me? Why is it so hard for me to feel the things that come naturally to others?