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user933957

user933957

I hate it all, just let me die
Jun 24, 2023
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i have a good life right now. i have friends, im happy, i have everything i want, yet i still feel so lonely. im definitely not supposed to feel this way, yet i do. i think i was just born like this. i think that im just defective, maybe. i shouldnt feel like this
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
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You're not defective. Many people (myself included) need a bit of help. Are you on any medication? Have you sought out therapy? Both options (especially together) can make a world of difference. Depression is a real thing, and I think the stigma of "what do I have to be depressed about?" Really needs to be negated. It's not about what you have. Sometimes (a lot of times) it's internal and nothing on the outside is going to "fix" it.

I am on medication, and I have also accepted that medication will be part of the rest of my life because when I'm not on it, I'm a mess. There is absolutely NOTHING WRONG with needing help.
 
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user933957

user933957

I hate it all, just let me die
Jun 24, 2023
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You're not defective. Many people (myself included) need a bit of help. Are you on any medication? Have you sought out therapy? Both options (especially together) can make a world of difference. Depression is a real thing, and I think the stigma of "what do I have to be depressed about?" Really needs to be negated. It's not about what you have. Sometimes (a lot of times) it's internal and nothing on the outside is going to "fix" it.

I am on medication, and I have also accepted that medication will be part of the rest of my life because when I'm not on it, I'm a mess. There is absolutely NOTHING WRONG with needing help.
i am on medication, and ive been taking therapy for around 6 years now. ive tried my best, and have gotten better, then i get worse again and get better again, its a never ending cycle
 
kimcoffee_

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Mar 7, 2025
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Sometimes theres no real path to being "Better" for some poeple I think
 
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