Discussion Who's your favorite SS member?

[kvorumese]

This is not related to CTB, but I feel like this forum is the most active one, so I thought I'd ask here - who's your favorite member of SS? Who do you see frequently and enjoy/agree with what they're saying? Let's spread love in this thread. Maybe even tag the person to remind them that they are important and that they are not forgotten.
I'll start
One of my favorite members on this website is @Praestat_Mori - I can't put my finger on exactly why I like them, but I do haha

 

[ijustwishtodie]

It will always be @FuneralCry. She was the person who helped me understand this world for what it really is as seeing her hate existence instead of herself really made me introspect my own life and I finally understood myself. I finally feel connected with myself. All of these years before I was on SS, there was a mental gap which I could never bridge through since I was unfortunately unable to escape the pro life indoctrination of life being inherently valuable therefore anybody who hates life must be the problem.

All I saw around me prior to seeing FC was suicidal people who hated themselves so I thought that I had to be the same. Now I acknowledge that I was stupid and I would have realised this far later in life if it wasn't for her. All I needed to understand reality was one person who is "anti life" rather than just "anti my life". The fact that she got a lot of hate for her views on reality prior to the ban made me empathise with her even more as many people, even on here, are unable to hate existence itself the way she does. The fact that she also used to get a lot of hate for being so repetitious further made me realise that most human beings are honestly just a piece of shit and they don't care about the suffering happening in this world. They only care about their own suffering, not the suffering that exists as a whole whereas I think that the suffering that exists as a whole is the problem here

 

[Kibby]

I just joined so no one yet but I'd just like to say I enjoy everyone's thoughts and i dislike nobody here. Cool community you'd think it'd be full of attention seekers or something but it really is raw and helpful.

 

[kvorumese]

I just joined so no one yet but I'd just like to say I enjoy everyone's thoughts and i dislike nobody here. Cool community you'd think it'd be full of attention seekers or something but it really is raw and helpful.

Welcome to SS

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I would say @Spreadingmywings and @CRT Seal TV but sadly one of them has been banned (I'm pretty sure) and the other one doesn't use this site anymore since they started to feel better and found that this site worsened their mental health (I hope they are currently doing well).

 

[Hotsackage]

Everyone that's not a jackass

 

[Young]

You are my favourite one. I need you.

 

[human909]

I think for me it is most likely @FuneralCry.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @nomoredolor
They are just the sweetest people.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @nomoredolor
They are just the sweetest people.

Oh my gosh, how did I deserve to see this this morning and I'm literally half asleep trying to figure out why my body is burning up this is so sweet of you @BlueButterfly111 truly, thank you and will come back after a day as I didn't know this thread existed today I'm gonna abuse it

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Oh my gosh, how did I deserve to see this this morning and I'm literally half asleep trying to figure out why my body is burning up this is so sweet of you @BlueButterfly111 truly, thank you and will come back after a day as I didn't know this thread existed today I'm gonna abuse it

You're very welcome!

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I didn't know what was going on before I had seen most of her messages in all the forums I was in, and I couldn't have access to reviewing much again but I remembered how much I related to them and how vividly real they were to even recognize that amount of attention and I deeply admired and respected especially as I couldn't joke about suicide as I find it peaceful for myself to go (accidentally did this one time when I assumed they were joking too) and assumed majority understood and got the idea from there and how my history with SW on Reddit that most are all very definitely different with their history of being driven to suicide, and I never understood the dilemma of even pro lifers, and didn't mean to treat it such a way for someone else. It means a lot to read how much they mean to you and equally where you bridged the wall that day when we originally started interacting a bit, and I saw all of their thoughts on their wall I was also curious about but equally somehow miss due to my ADHD being perplexed and despite everything, I agree with how they share their pain and love the community you both had before I came as I would perhaps use my hatred of this world more sparingly and am not the right one to show my hatred for existence despite hating it, but I guess for me, there's something I want to find out that I know most can never truly understand and with you both, as this is a wall I can at least share those feelings, I appreciate you guys, but you are both not in fact my favorite. You are always my interesting members to see and to know when I engage in on a thread for fun and discuss stuff with on how real things are.

Thank you for sharing how you much you appreciate FS and hope so badly she sees this

Wishing you both the best in fulfilling their dreams and finding peace @FuneralCry @ijustwishtodie

It will always be @FuneralCry. She was the person who helped me understand this world for what it really is as seeing her hate existence instead of herself really made me introspect my own life and I finally understood myself. I finally feel connected with myself. All of these years before I was on SS, there was a mental gap which I could never bridge through since I was unfortunately unable to escape the pro life indoctrination of life being inherently valuable therefore anybody who hates life must be the problem.

All I saw around me prior to seeing FC was suicidal people who hated themselves so I thought that I had to be the same. Now I acknowledge that I was stupid and I would have realised this far later in life if it wasn't for her. All I needed to understand reality was one person who is "anti life" rather than just "anti my life". The fact that she got a lot of hate for her views on reality prior to the ban made me empathise with her even more as many people, even on here, are unable to hate existence itself the way she does. The fact that she also used to get a lot of hate for being so repetitious further made me realise that most human beings are honestly just a piece of shit and they don't care about the suffering happening in this world. They only care about their own suffering, not the suffering that exists as a whole whereas I think that the suffering that exists as a whole is the problem here

 

[random_user]

For me it's definitely @TAW122 because I too strongly support the right to die and his posts are always well written and rational.

 

[Namelesa]

@ijustwishtodie cus of his views of life, death and suicide.
@lamy2006 for being a friend.
@idelttoilfsadness21 for making the story on my profile and being really kind

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Despite my codependent and my struggles with a psychological anxiety disorder that has contributed to my need for death despite always wanting to ctb in the first place, I found these to be very endearing, especially coming to terms with fake people I've met and in general my mental anguish in belonging, so thank you and I don't do favorites or necessarily do that (never have;however I'd be lying, wouldn't I, right? being human, I mean) but I know deeply what it means to enjoy someone's company and these would be that in some way

@whitetaildeer - he's just so goofy and so relationally like a brother I can relate to and grew up with to understand enough and has been so emotionally invested to my updates whenever I get the chance to share what's going on currently with my dumb self

@Namelesa - she's the little sister I never had and see myself in her enough to protect her and she equally always gives me the strength to feel loved, which I never had from my own sister in this world, despite having money to hurt her her and give her the world the best I could when we were younger, and she has a lot of mental energy despite dealing with the same shit I went through and is so tough it surprises me and wished I known someone like that growing up and is listens and cultivates knowledge along the way ((:

@whywere - he is a my big brother I look forward to talking to and are deeply very similar in terms of personality and he gives me the warmth of finding myself in someone without it being weird and he has the most comforting personality and energy despite what he has endured and I just love him so damn much :'))

@futurecorpse - i know I just met her but I just know we will get along and she is just as girly and relatable as me yet she never fails to make me feel seen and heard and yet equally I find myself enjoying her stories despite only a day and a halfconvo

@ma0 - we hardly talk as much but they see me and now I know why and it'll equally be rewarding knowing someone I don't know is like me and it makes sense why they are always around

@itriedinthislife2 - we had not been around to meet much sooner until now but they remind me of myself yet I can't find why and they were so understanding that time when I saw their post and they just supported me without much reason and I was so surprised to find them again and I just know we'll get along ((:

@GoSan1 - a literal brother and same in age and I just love how he is trying and his dreams and aspirations and how real he just is, he's so sweet and warm despite his exterior and what has led him to this point, I love him as my own heart, two of a kind and seem to come from one similar place, he loves and cares for humanity so much, yet isn't open to sharing himself to the world as he is like us, and has been so wounded… so amazing

@BlueButterfly111 - she reminds me of myself yet she doesn't, she is strong yet warm, and has a warm, kind, strong heart and voice that sees the light and is so compassionate yet foregoing on her journey and reminds me of a sister I never had and she is the beacon of my soul and would be like a friend I never known I had before until now and can't see her as a sister but a genuine gal friend or bestie I would've loved to hang with if we had been in a better world, and I always searched to know the answer for so long, and she feels the void in my days somedays as it feels so wonderful to know how much someone can feel similar to you yet they are still a person ((:

@dontwakemeup - the person I connected with and deeply see myself in, I love his connection with god and how he settles himself into doing so much for others despite hurting and takes his pain and his suffering into a whole deeper meaning regarding a peace and the ability to heal that as a Christian man ((': he deserves so much and feel so close to his bright light whenever we have talked :>

@isa_nqra1 - a sister, a gal friend, a bestie, a gamer, a queen, an icon, a legend… I just love her so much!! And she is so receptive and kind and nurturing and I love our convos and how she can joke around one moment and then be serious and is a true gift to master… she is a gift

And honestly so many are too here

@soonnotkoei - a loving brother or cousin? Not sure yet but he did better than the male cousins I had, and he sees me, I see him, and he is just so fun to be around, he is pretty funny and pretty unique at conveying interest and affection and has a great ability to be the center of attention, I feel, oh and a personality that is the void to my very soul as it feels like he gets me, or so I think?

If there is anyone I missed, truly I will write again to you once I felt more comfortable and feel like as I know you as myself and find somewhere to share my heart with you

@EternalShore - I remembered you sadly last minute and deeply am so sorry I did. You remind me so much of myself and I know how much you know I love your company, but truly… I really vibratingly do and often wonder how or where you were in my life, as we share so much in common and radiant the same frilly whimsical joy and I feel in such awe of how you express yourself and how you just are ((:

Thank you for reading ^^

Edit: @beseechgod - a queen and will just say, she may be quiet, reserved, but she feels so genuine and greatly appreciating to how one can grow and express themselves if life had offered a better choice and her patience and understanding is what makes me feel so heard and seen and special as I felt I would be judged for my upbringing a tad bit, truly from the bottom of my heart, you mean so much to how we have been discussing our plans to ctb :>

@curiousbeing - he was more active before changing his goal and his ctb plans, but he was very much a light to me, we talked so much and despite how it went, what occurred was very genuine and I loved his space, his time, his presence and his overall character and personality, his energy, his interests, his brain, and his ability to convey what he's thinking, just as my ex, and I truly wished he didn't suffer or endure loneliness as I, but he truly meant so much to me when we talked and discussed our plans and I care so much about his future and his peace and for him to find hope someday where he will never loose his happiness to find love and connection. <3 (sorry for accidentally forgetting about you )

—-

Who I respect:
@fallingleaves - just a unique girl who lost her way in life and deserved better and I love how she expresses her emotions despite how hard it is for her and the state she is, I love her to death, and wish I could give her my strength somewhat :'))

@nomoredolor , I forgot you so much!! Forgive me. I don't know much about you, but I do know you are so loving and sweet and care so much for everything and deserved everything that was taken from you, you are nurturing despite us not talking as much and have a deep level of trust in how you have handled things so far and believe in you

@BlueberrySylv - A sentimental guy trying his best and I love his vibes and his personality of honesty and kindness and humility

@L'absent - I like how she writes and deeply reminds me a lot of myself and she explains things so uniquely especially what she's going through and how she genuinely hates this world as much as I do

@lawlietsph - I just love how she opens up about her emotions and the true reality on how it affects you to exist in this world ((:

@ijustwishtodie - I think he hates me for annoying him but I already explained half below but if you see this, you already know from a week or two ago, but seriously keep being yourself and keep hating your existence

@FuneralCry - should I even explain how much I love her take on existence?!?! Excuse men but didn't you see my mention above?!? Please never give up who you truly are and why you have suffered, hoping you and I catch the bus soon as we have had enough

@danny10 - he is very kind and considerate and like how he works so hard for him and his mental health despite knowing what he'll give up because he loves those who he will depart with and hold his sleeve on his heart on the pain he'll carry and very knowledgeable

@Tonic_Secrecy - hell know why soon

@guineapiglover8503 - she means so much to me as a person and she will know why once she knows me more too

@bleepbloopbleep - was so excited to know him before his break and he helped me when I was first here too :'))

@MrFreshTheCat - so able to help me when I first joined and I'm so glad to know them before I had started

@Ἡγησίας -
He'll know why soon

@Warkman1 - Same here with him

@Jealous Blackheart - Hehehehe

@Bruce - he's just so real… I love him so much!!

@APeacefulPlace - He will also find out soon ((:

@CTB Dream - She will know someday

@Sannti - He'll know someday

@Bootleg Astolfo - she just makes me so proud of her and forgot she existed for a second until I was reminded about her in the PMs and I just must say… she's so strong and deeply respect her so damn much

@LionsTigersAndBears - He will know someday soon

@Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚ - love reading their journey

@Forever Sleep - hehe they'll know soon ((:
@Forveleth - I can't explain it now but I know

@divinemistress36 - I love their company and being on here and being able to interact and get people so fast

@The_Hunter - he will know quite soon but I think is aware of why :>

 

[Timelapse]

As a narcissist I'd say Irene. haha

But truly,
I feel FuneralCry the most.
Existence is pain.
I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.
I wouldn't force it on anyone.
But,
I wouldn't take it away from anyone.

And I understand why people (who truly wish the end of their existence) are still here.

You are forced into existence.
As your innocence diverge and gets rectified into the realization that you are in a prison with a harsh escape.
With no way out but the slow painful slide into the abyss.
Any attempt to exit seems gruesome and mentally challenging.
So you have few choices here and you feel stuck.

For those who are lucky, life seems seamless.
They incorporate a tone of contempt for those who despise life itself.
Saying they are diseased so they are wrong. They must be fix with medication and therapy and going on walks.
They stop you and lock you up if you try to exit. They see you're suffering but they choose to be pro life no matter what. They declare you unfit "to be" by society standards.
Instead of giving you a way out, a peaceful solution to your demented self, they court order you to be injected from bi-weekly to every 3 months. It is imperative for you to be alive no matter how you feel about yourself, them or the world.

(as if God needed you to be alive just in time to give a tissue to some old geezer sneezing on a bus... ...so that a 675 years old child from the nether can pick up a flower and stop God's evil father in a far distant millennium)

or really, they just want you to be a consumer.
That's it.
May you be having a blast. Whether having a shitty time.. or the time of your life... or perhaps you hate everyone and recluse yourself...
But if you are alive.. you will consume.
We are but bodies to anyone who wants anything from us.
A lot of people think most of what corps. wants from you is your cash. That's secondary. They want your time first and foremost. The rights to your life. Cash is just the carrot. If you think most corporations aren't wealthy enough that they still care about money. A new game has been played for a while now. Power as changed forms but it inherently the same.

Control.

But now, as much as I agree with FuneralCry about ceasing existence. I cannot completely view this world as devoid of hope. When a good tune comes on, or I sip on a perfectly stirred lemonade... I can see beauty in this world... a pink sky... etc.... which is why I believe humans should have been given a choice a long time ago, with vigorous tests to see if someone is fit to keep on living.
So many parents should be tested to see if they are sane and well enough to raise a child.

There are so many people falling through cracks of life and are helpless, in agony, their mind seared with the only idea: that they must bolt to freedom into a void of nothingness.

but I see it.. if we were allowed to just ctb. if there were booths in place so you can just put in your valuables and it gives you the most pleasant death ever.

the world would somber, the great depression again whereas loved ones are dying left and right over trivial things.

even if they did a proper psychological test, it will hinder too much society's progress in their eyes.
Their progress goal being total control.
Trust me there are some that the world would be glad if they were dead...
But not the common citizen. Not their neighbor or school teacher or burger king clerk.. only the true vile, and even then it would mostly be life sentences.

They dont love life, when you love something you need to learn to let it go. Its more of an obssesion left by dreamers of the past.

 

[Daxter777]

Dot. I don't talk with her but she has always been here since I signed up years ago and she is a good mod and seems like a nice person. Also she has a kick ass singing voice.
I'm scarce on this sight though so I won't be surprised if she has no idea who the hell I am lol.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Dot. I don't talk with her but she has always been here since I signed up years ago and she is a good mod and seems like a nice person. Also she has a kick ass singing voice.
I'm scarce on this sight though so I won't be surprised if she has no idea who the hell I am lol.

She's a mod?!?! Oh wow, I'd love to vocalize with her someday
((:

 

[nomoredolor]

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @nomoredolor
They are just the sweetest people.

 

[ma0]

@ma0 - we hardly talk as much but they see me and now I know why and it'll equally be rewarding knowing someone I don't know is like me and it makes sense why they are always around

Aw, thank you! I'm my favourite SaSu member too! (jk i'm not that egotistical)

 

[bigbang33]

Me. Cause I have funny conversations with myself in my head.

 

[nomoredolor]

My favorite member here Ctb with SN @magicgranola

The member I talk to most is @needthebus

I most relate most to @BlueButterfly111 , @FuneralCry & @L'absent

Person I most want to hug @TheHolySword

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @whywere are so very sweet and kind

Honorable mentions to @opheliaoveragain , @OptingOutSmiling , @Peace2peace , @Namelesa , @APeacefulPlace , @parasite_eve , @ijustwishtodie , @divinemistress36 , @waistcoat , @loslassen & @Rhizomorph1

I really do appreciate everyone this site tho. Sorry if I missed anyone. This is a community I never thought I would find.

Hugs and love
Anna

 

[futurecorpse]

i know I just met her but I just know we will get along and she is just as girly and relatable as me yet she never fails to make me feel seen and heard and yet equally I find myself enjoying her stories despite only a day and a halfconvo

Thank you pookie I know we'll get along well and support each other while we're here on this planet

 

[ijustwishtodie]

@ijustwishtodie - I think he hates me for annoying him but I already explained half below but if you see this, you already know from a week or two ago, but seriously keep being yourself and keep hating your existence

I don't hate you. At the end of the day, you (probably) support the right to die for anybody who is 18+ and that is more than enough to not make me hate you. Also, just to clarify, it isn't just my existence that I hate but rather just existence as a whole. Not mine but rather the natural mechanisms of life itself. Of course there's going to be emotions in my desire to ctb but, overall, I need to take these emotions aside when looking at the big picture and analyse life as intellectually as possible whilst minimising the emotional side of me. That's how I can be rational when it comes to my ctb instead of being emotional and that's important to me as I see my ctb as the most rational thing that I can do.

 

[soonnotkoei]

Despite my codependent and my struggles with a psychological anxiety disorder that has contributed to my need for death despite always wanting to ctb in the first place, I found these to be very endearing, especially coming to terms with fake people I've met and in general my mental anguish in belonging, so thank you and I don't do favorites or necessarily do that (never have;however I'd be lying, wouldn't I, right? being human, I mean) but I know deeply what it means to enjoy someone's company and these would be that in some way

@whitetaildeer - he's just so goofy and so relationally like a brother I can relate to and grew up with to understand enough and has been so emotionally invested to my updates whenever I get the chance to share what's going on currently with my dumb self

@Namelesa - she's the little sister I never had and see myself in her enough to protect her and she equally always gives me the strength to feel loved, which I never had from my own sister in this world, despite having money to hurt her her and give her the world the best I could when we were younger, and she has a lot of mental energy despite dealing with the same shit I went through and is so tough it surprises me and wished I known someone like that growing up and is listens and cultivates knowledge along the way ((:

@whywere - he is a my big brother I look forward to talking to and are deeply very similar in terms of personality and he gives me the warmth of finding myself in someone without it being weird and he has the most comforting personality and energy despite what he has endured and I just love him so damn much :'))

@futurecorpse - i know I just met her but I just know we will get along and she is just as girly and relatable as me yet she never fails to make me feel seen and heard and yet equally I find myself enjoying her stories despite only a day and a halfconvo

@ma0 - we hardly talk as much but they see me and now I know why and it'll equally be rewarding knowing someone I don't know is like me and it makes sense why they are always around

@itriedinthislife2 - we had not been around to meet much sooner until now but they remind me of myself yet I can't find why and they were so understanding that time when I saw their post and they just supported me without much reason and I was so surprised to find them again and I just know we'll get along ((:

@GoSan1 - a literal brother and same in age and I just love how he is trying and his dreams and aspirations and how real he just is, he's so sweet and warm despite his exterior and what has led him to this point, I love him as my own heart, two of a kind and seem to come from one similar place, he loves and cares for humanity so much, yet isn't open to sharing himself to the world as he is like us, and has been so wounded… so amazing

@BlueButterfly111 - she reminds me of myself yet she doesn't, she is strong yet warm, and has a warm, kind, strong heart and voice that sees the light and is so compassionate yet foregoing on her journey and reminds me of a sister I never had and she is the beacon of my soul and would be like a friend I never known I had before until now and can't see her as a sister but a genuine gal friend or bestie I would've loved to hang with if we had been in a better world, and I always searched to know the answer for so long, and she feels the void in my days somedays as it feels so wonderful to know how much someone can feel similar to you yet they are still a person ((:

@dontwakemeup - the person I connected with and deeply see myself in, I love his connection with god and how he settles himself into doing so much for others despite hurting and takes his pain and his suffering into a whole deeper meaning regarding a peace and the ability to heal that as a Christian man ((': he deserves so much and feel so close to his bright light whenever we have talked :>

@isa_nqra1 - a sister, a gal friend, a bestie, a gamer, a queen, an icon, a legend… I just love her so much!! And she is so receptive and kind and nurturing and I love our convos and how she can joke around one moment and then be serious and is a true gift to master… she is a gift

And honestly so many are too here

@soonnotkoei - a loving brother or cousin? Not sure yet but he did better than the male cousins I had, and he sees me, I see him, and he is just so fun to be around, he is pretty funny and pretty unique at conveying interest and affection and has a great ability to be the center of attention, I feel, oh and a personality that is the void to my very soul as it feels like he gets me, or so I think?

If there is anyone I missed, truly I will write again to you once I felt more comfortable and feel like as I know you as myself and find somewhere to share my heart with you

Thank you for reading ^^

Edit: @beseechgod - a queen and will just say, she may be quiet, reserved, but she feels so genuine and greatly appreciating to how one can grow and express themselves if life had offered a better choice and her patience and understanding is what makes me feel so heard and seen and special as I felt I would be judged for my upbringing a tad bit, truly from the bottom of my heart, you mean so much to how we have been discussing our plans to ctb :>

@curiousbeing - he was more active before changing his goal and his ctb plans, but he was very much a light to me, we talked so much and despite how it went, what occurred was very genuine and I loved his space, his time, his presence and his overall character and personality, his energy, his interests, his brain, and his ability to convey what he's thinking, just as my ex, and I truly wished he didn't suffer or endure loneliness as I, but he truly meant so much to me when we talked and discussed our plans and I care so much about his future and his peace and for him to find hope someday where he will never loose his happiness to find love and connection. <3 (sorry for accidentally forgetting about you )

—-

Who I respect:
@fallenleaves - just a unique girl who lost her way in life and deserved better and I love how she expresses her emotions despite how hard it is for her and the state she is, I love her to death, and wish I could give her my strength somewhat :'))

@nomoredolor , I forgot you so much!! Forgive me. I don't know much about you, but I do know you are so loving and sweet and care so much for everything and deserved everything that was taken from you, you are nurturing despite us not talking as much and have a deep level of trust in how you have handled things so far and believe in you

@BlueberrySylv - A sentimental guy trying his best and I love his vibes and his personality of honesty and kindness and humility

@L'absent - I like how she writes and deeply reminds me a lot of myself and she explains things so uniquely especially what she's going through and how she genuinely hates this world as much as I do

@lawlietsph - I just love how she opens up about her emotions and the true reality on how it affects you to exist in this world ((:

@ijustwishtodie - I think he hates me for annoying him but I already explained half below but if you see this, you already know from a week or two ago, but seriously keep being yourself and keep hating your existence

@FuneralCry - should I even explain how much I love her take on existence?!?! Excuse men but didn't you see my mention above?!? Please never give up who you truly are and why you have suffered, hoping you and I catch the bus soon as we have had enough

@danny10 - he is very kind and considerate and like how he works so hard for him and his mental health despite knowing what he'll give up because he loves those who he will depart with and hold his sleeve on his heart on the pain he'll carry and very knowledgeable

@Ἡγησίας -
He'll know why soon

@Warkman1 - Same here with him

@Jealous Blackheart - Hehehehe

@Bruce - he's just so real… I love him so much!!

@APeacefulPlace - He will also find out soon ((:

@CTB Dream - She will know someday

@Sannti - He'll know someday

@LionsTigersAndBears - He will know someday soon

@Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚ - love reading their journey

@Forever Sleep - hehe they'll know soon ((:
@Forveleth - I can't explain it now but I know

@divinemistress36 - I love their company and being on here and being able to interact and get people so fast

@The_Hunter - he will know quite soon but I think is aware of why :>

frankly I'm quite honored I'm on your list. dw you're on mine too. along with:
@Namelesa
@BlueButterfly111
@whitetaildeer

honestly everyone on this forum is so nice and kind it's surreal.

edit: almost forgot about @APeacefulPlace , i haven't talked to them but they always react to my posts and profile posts.

 

[NonEssential]

Everyone here apparently seems to know each other lol

 

[Peace2peace]

My favorite member here Ctb with SN @magicgranola

The member I talk to most I don't think they would want me to @ Them for privacy reasons. But I would mention them otherwise.

I most relate most to @BlueButterfly111 , @FuneralCry & @L'absent

Person I most want to hug @TheHolySword

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @whywere are so very sweet and kind

Honorable mentions to @opheliaoveragain , @OptingOutSmiling , @Peace2peace , @Namelesa , @APeacefulPlace , @parasite_eve , @ijustwishtodie , @waistcoat , @loslassen & @Rhizomorph1

I really do appreciate everyone this site tho. Sorry if I missed anyone. This is a community I never thought I would find.

Hugs and love
Anna

Thanks so much for the honor anna

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I don't hate you. At the end of the day, you (probably) support the right to die for anybody who is 18+ and that is more than enough to not make me hate you. Also, just to clarify, it isn't just my existence that I hate but rather just existence as a whole. Not mine but rather the natural mechanisms of life itself. Of course there's going to be emotions in my desire to ctb but, overall, I need to take these emotions aside when looking at the big picture and analyse life as intellectually as possible whilst minimising the emotional side of me. That's how I can be rational when it comes to my ctb instead of being emotional and that's important to me as I see my ctb as the most rational thing that I can do.

lol, i do very much and want to make sure everyone has that right …
And well said
Just realized you are definitely an INTJ in this sense. Welcome to recognizing pain and realizing the truth (I hate this world wayyyyy too much for it to exist long enough realistically though if I'm being honest with you)

 

[Gangrel]

my fave user died @QueerMelancholy

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Thank you pookie I know we'll get along well and support each other while we're here on this planet

Oh my gosh, I haven't been called that in so damn long

Like we're kids again ((:

I truly wish to sound like young Vanessa Paradis if I could. The ability to have your calmness once again is something only of the wealthy and those blessed

I truly believe in how we will transcend time while we are here

And go home and don't stay long

frankly I'm quite honored I'm on your list. dw you're on mine too. along with:
@Namelesa
@BlueButterfly111
@whitetaildeer

honestly everyone on this forum is so nice and kind it's surreal.

edit: almost forgot about @APeacefulPlace , i haven't talked to them but they always react to my posts and profile posts.

You guys makes me so damn emotional… I love how we all know each other hehehe

I most relate most to @BlueButterfly111 , @FuneralCry & @L'absent

Person I most want to hug @TheHolySword

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @whywere are so very sweet and kind

Honorable mentions to @opheliaoveragain , @OptingOutSmiling , @Peace2peace , @Namelesa , @APeacefulPlace , @parasite_eve , @ijustwishtodie , @waistcoat , @loslassen & @Rhizomorph1

I really do appreciate everyone this site tho. Sorry if I missed anyone. This is a community I never thought I would find.

Hugs and love
Anna

This is such a sweet list and you're such a sweet person as well whom I adore and admire despite our lack of communication and communion

Both my brother @whywere and I appreciate you dearly, Anna, and to be on the nice list feels so much like an award I don't know how to describe but feel thankful I at least made your day ((: