who will miss you?

[HarleyQuinn]

nobody will miss me.

 

[RadiantNumber]

I don't know. family? No they better be without me. Friends? I think they can live without me so rather no one

 

[nosense-user]

Only my mother and my grandmother

 

[SadGirl]

i'm sure similar questions have been posted before, so i apologize.

i don't think anyone will miss me at all. none of my family members really care and i have no friends. everyone i meet is seemingly indifferent to my existence. everyone leaves me very easily, i'm just not the kind of person to be missed? i'm not special enough to be missed in any regard. there's no aspect of my being that elicits a sense of attachment.
i feel like i get attached to everyone and everything pretty easily, so that makes everything so much worse. i miss everything as soon as it's gone, so it sucks that i don't evoke such a feeling in anyone else.

my cats might miss me, but they also love my brothers. they'll be okay, i think i overestimated my cats' love for me.
that's all. i doubt anyone else will even think of me for more than a day.

vent incoming
today, my brother randomly asked me about some of my past friends. i talked about my friends very often because i cherished them. they all kinda left around the same time, near the beginning of the year. the conversation was really difficult and awkward, i just said that i don't speak to them as much because i'm too busy. i don't know if he bought that, i just wanted to end the conversation without admitting that i'm a loser who lost literally everyone. he knows that i spent most of my life without friends, i couldn't bring myself to admit that i was back in that position, especially after being so happy about the friends that i had made.
he said things like "whatever happened to x friend? they like [franchise] so they must be a good person", and asking about the games i used to play with my friends. he was mostly joking around, the conversation wasn't serious at all. it really upset me, it just reminded me of the people i miss, and then i started spiraling from there. i do badly enough when i torment myself over these feelings, having another person remind of everything just makes it so much worse.

I understand how you feel, I don't have any friends either. I'm alone, I can't even count on my family, they don't take my depression seriously, and when I talk about suicide, nobody really takes it seriously. I also feel excluded from everything and everyone, but even so I try to fight for something for myself, I still have a little hope. Well, I just wanted to say that I understand you, you're not alone.

 

[Postal1997]

Realistically, I'm sure some people will miss me. I imagine my boyfriend, some friends, my older brother but I can't imagine anything past that. My family doesn't care about me. But to me, I don't think they will miss me a lot.
I might be a passing thought, and people will get over it.

 

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

My mom will miss me so much
I'm not sure if I even can ctb, Im pretty sure there's a high chance she would follow me.
If not I'd still ruin her entire life forever, she'd feel guilty forever despite Being Litteraly the best mom of all time

 

[Bad Karma]

my cats

 

[litany_of_thoughts]

me mam and me cats, everyone else would probably get over it pretty quick