Willthishelp?
Specialist
- Jan 18, 2023
- 304
Should never started lurking here..
So… well in December I went
really depressed after psychoses ( first time) I lost everything due to this and the suicide ideation.. can't begin to tell what but my whole life and due to vsed I know like an 8 year old while I was 50 looked like 37 and was Marilyn Monroe tribute for a living. I did nod really have options at home ( hanging) and I went weaker and weet cause tried vsed. Now I have a heart rate of 99 in rest, very low blood pressure pain everywhere, very bad sight, teeeible hairless, loosing my house, lots of deprt, so now I recall we'd to create. I regret I did not seek help ik the beginning od the depression.. I order finally sn cause could not find it and thought inert gas was to re BNI al and also saw a lot of faillurea, the sn finally arrived and I could not try it cause was taken to psych ward.. I am no here in a terrible place and it mostly now fysica but don't van not leave till I am physically Better but Rhett only feed me meds and bad food.. and I am in prison while my house is being sold underneath me..
Now I want to with the last opportunity I have to spend money ok ctb get a postbox and order exit hood and gas, butter almands, SA and SN also still thinking of charcoal but saw lots of fails and don't have an enclosed space ik my house. Renting a place becomes and issue and police and psychs are watching..
Hi wanted to consult Greenberg and as everything in the proces and my lluxk, fuck my life and fuck me..! I hate how I lost everything but can loose my life..
Greenberg is gone.. now who is the next Greenberg??
So… well in December I went
really depressed after psychoses ( first time) I lost everything due to this and the suicide ideation.. can't begin to tell what but my whole life and due to vsed I know like an 8 year old while I was 50 looked like 37 and was Marilyn Monroe tribute for a living. I did nod really have options at home ( hanging) and I went weaker and weet cause tried vsed. Now I have a heart rate of 99 in rest, very low blood pressure pain everywhere, very bad sight, teeeible hairless, loosing my house, lots of deprt, so now I recall we'd to create. I regret I did not seek help ik the beginning od the depression.. I order finally sn cause could not find it and thought inert gas was to re BNI al and also saw a lot of faillurea, the sn finally arrived and I could not try it cause was taken to psych ward.. I am no here in a terrible place and it mostly now fysica but don't van not leave till I am physically Better but Rhett only feed me meds and bad food.. and I am in prison while my house is being sold underneath me..
Now I want to with the last opportunity I have to spend money ok ctb get a postbox and order exit hood and gas, butter almands, SA and SN also still thinking of charcoal but saw lots of fails and don't have an enclosed space ik my house. Renting a place becomes and issue and police and psychs are watching..
Hi wanted to consult Greenberg and as everything in the proces and my lluxk, fuck my life and fuck me..! I hate how I lost everything but can loose my life..
Greenberg is gone.. now who is the next Greenberg??
