Help Which substance is best to kill thfear of jumping

[sweetnessofurskin]

So I'm considering going out by jumping. I'm almost certain it will be my way out in case I don't find a good SN source soon.
With that said. I did try jumping from the 12th floor

 

[SecretDissociation]

Uh Idk how high twelve floors are but that doesn't sound high. It depends on the building. How many feet approximately is that?

Also, I'm thinking of trying to check to see if I have spare quetiapine. Something that makes me drowsy. That way I'll just be tired that I'll have impaired thinking and just plop off. (Or I end up sleeping on the grass)

 

[sweetnessofurskin]

So I'm considering going out by jumping. I'm almost certain it will be my way out in case I don't find a good SN source soon.
With that said. I did try jumping from the 12th floor

i tried jumping from the 12th floor some time ago but SI kicked in hard and I couldn't bring myself to do it. So my question is: is there a drug I can take to, kind of, kill my SI? Or just make me care less about it?

 

[SecretDissociation]

i tried jumping from the 12th floor some time ago but SI kicked in hard and I couldn't bring myself to do it. So my question is: is there a drug I can take to, kind of, kill my SI? Or just make me care less about it?

Ah. Welp, I'm going for something drowsy! Someone actually recommended I try something drowsy. If alcohol impairs you, that works too, if you don't drink you could go to your doctor and say you're having sleeping problems from headache's or something. Or a bunch of hayfever tablets, I don't know where you are based so I'm assuming a lot of meds are prescription-locked

 

[montanatype]

fasting helps kill SI, you can combine it with some benzos and even drink some alcohol, of course, if you combine all 3 together it is better, but not such an excessive amount of drugs that you can't even move