Discussion Where do you want to be when you decide to ctb?

[LMLN]

Itll be the woods for me. On a nice sunny day.

 

[k75]

I'd like to just be comfortable in my own bed, surrounded by all my things, but I really don't want my best friend or landlord to have to find me. And that's what will end up happening if I stay here. So I'm thinking about getting the nicest hotel room I can afford. I won't be in my own space, but I will be very comfortable and I'm ok with that.

 

[Mr2005]

I know returning to 'the scene of the crime' would make it easier but that's not possible, I don't live there anymore

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Either into a motel room or into the wild. The later has my preference.

 

[issyishere]

I think id prefer my own bed. I've always felt safe and protected in it. I imagine i'd finally take my SN and just get in the blankets and curl up in the warmth of it and finally pass over.

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I think id prefer my own bed. I've always felt safe and protected in it. I imagine i'd finally take my SN and just get in the blankets and curl up in the warmth of it and finally pass over.

same!

 

[Justhere]

Somewhere far away and secluded. So safety and security is the last thing I will ever feel

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Luxury Hotel Room

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Luxury Hotel Room

That's what I'm thinking lol, max out my credit cards on the last few days and have a blastoff

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

my main fantasy is succumbing to hypothermia in the middle of a field somewhere. although i know now that hypothermia isn't a very reliable method, i still definitely want to be in the middle of some field, or somewhere where i'm unlikely to be found

 

[Deleted member 15256]

I'll be on my own very soon. So, I'll be on my futon when the sun comes through my window

 

[MsMaudlin]

As much as I'd like to be on a beach or something, I will have to do it at home ❤

 

[shallow]

In the bed where my husband died last january.

 

[BFishy]

Ideally embracing someone in my arms. But seeing how apparently I wasn't even good enough for my ctb partner, I am going to do it it the woods just a point blank easy hang by myself. Die like most of my life was, all alone and the rain and elements can clean up my mess.

 

[stevieu]

In my own bed, I think. I like familiarity, but I do worry about family members having to deal with the aftermath and emotions associated with finding me

If it was to be somewhere else, it would be somewhere quiet and peaceful, surrounded by nature. Breathing in my last breaths of fresh air and hearing the sounds of birdsong before drifting into unconsciousness.

 

[Deleted member 14573]

I really don't want to traumatize my family or an innocent person. So I would go to an isolated area in a forest maybe, and have a scheduled alert for the police to find me.

 

[LMLN]

my main fantasy is succumbing to hypothermia in the middle of a field somewhere. although i know now that hypothermia isn't a very reliable method, i still definitely want to be in the middle of some field, or somewhere where i'm unlikely to be found

I feel this way too. Somewhere in the woods. It would be a peaceful and comforting place for me. Except it would be SN for me.

 

[Linda]

Ideally embracing someone in my arms. But seeing how apparently I wasn't even good enough for my ctb partner, I am going to do it it the woods just a point blank easy hang by myself. Die like most of my life was, all alone and the rain and elements can clean up my mess.

Deep down every one of us is alone, and that is true no matter how successful or unsuccessful we may be in life. So you needn't feel a failure. Why not give life another try? Good luck.

 

[clocktower]

snuggled up in a freshly changed and made bed. soft blanket, fluffy pillows. surrounded by items and trinkets that remind me of better times, of dear memories in my life. the smell of home and safety.