Venting Where can I go

[On Replay]

If I could find a nice, safe spot outside. On the side of the road type place to just lay there and curl up in a ball until I waste away, from dehydration/starvation. I'd do that.

It's just the fact outside isn't very safe. Not many places to go,at least not that I know of.

Im sad today, very sad today. Im scared today, really scared today. Very overwhelmed today. I just need it all to be done. Im not enough, not smart enough, not strong enough , just nothing

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing really can be so tiring, your feelings of wanting to be free from it all are understandable. I would personally rather the dying process be over quickly than taking a long time but I get the appeal of just wanting to lie down and never get up again.