when you're not brooding on SS, what are you doing with your time?

[ThrownAwayTom]

Work from home 9-5pm which is stressful as fuck at the moment. Then drink or more likely smoke weed and try to play or watch something that holds my interest for more than 10 minutes. This but all day on weekends.

 

[Symbiote]

Work an 8-5 job, not too soul crushing cause I have awesome coworkers. Go home, get berated by the wife for not making enough to sustain her Instagram lifestyle, being a poor excuse of a husband, cook dinner for both of us, and then trudge off to bed. Can't wait to be free from that. Work is like a vacation to me at the moment.

 

[Deleted member 13412]

listening to music its the only thing tht comforts me ;;

 

[sadworld]

Playing video games, listening to music and doing nothing. Yep, pretty useless life I have.

 

[NodusTollens]

This pretty much describes me and using the word tomb sets a perfectly accurate tone for my existence as well. Sometimes i get up to 'start the day' (which in my case rarely lasts more than 6 hours) and have coffee with my pills while listening to a radio station or podcast and maybe stuffing my face with sugar and lard to suffocate my thoughts. If i slept okay i might read for a few hours instead of just playing video games or watching tv or netflix and if i haven't done it in a while i'll consider showering and maybe making some sort of evening meal. after that i shovel more pills down my throat and return from the couch to the bed.

I do believe we lead a similar existence. Just change coffee to tea &add some bacon.

I don't know about you, but I do it all to escape the pain or fill the silence. Once silence sets in, that's when I disappear (dissociate). Everything I do these days, seems to be an effort to keep myself present. Autopilot, though effective while I'm alone... but far from productive in the public eye as I appear unorganized, inattentive & I lose things.
(^_^;)

Mario kart

(/◕ヮ◕)/
Who's your character?

Mine's King Boo or Luigi

 

[Deleted member 23374]

Doing what's expected of me or trying to keep up anyway.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Work, video games, sleep.
Rinse and repeat.

 

[Conker]

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[Nyxtus]

oh, snap!

Yeah I'll let you and the rest of this forum know how it goes. I've read some really promising studies done on psilocybin taken in small doses that could perhaps help both myself and a lot of other people on this forum.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin

 

[heliumornitrogen]

yh.. an eventful day for me is going on a trip to the supermarket

Haha I can relate to that.

 

[LenkaX]

eat - neet - sleep,
eat - neet - sleep,
eat - neet - sleep,
eat - neet - sleep,
.. do I have to continue?

 

[JustKillBen22]

Nothing, I just cry and sleep, while accidentally damaging the lives of people who interact with me for whatever reason.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

When I am not posting on here or some image boards I am searching for new music to listen to.
I do sometimes interact with others (online) which can be entertaining.
If my brain fog is not too harsh I try to read or write about various topics.

 

[stygal]

work, listening and dancing to music, being in nature a couple hours a week, browsing the same sites over and over, sometimes reading or drawing, rarely watching a series or a movie and my fav part of the day: sleeping.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Sleep, wash, eat and then sleep again.

 

[liluglibih]

Work from home 9-5pm which is stressful as fuck at the moment. Then drink or more likely smoke weed and try to play or watch something that holds my interest for more than 10 minutes. This but all day on weekends.

same.. but without the job

Yeah I'll let you and the rest of this forum know how it goes. I've read some really promising studies done on psilocybin taken in small doses that could perhaps help both myself and a lot of other people on this forum.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin

I hope it works out for you. This will be my 3rd attempt at a grow

When I am not posting on here or some image boards I am searching for new music to listen to.
I do sometimes interact with others (online) which can be entertaining.
If my brain fog is not too harsh I try to read or write about various topics.

I'm always looking for new music too. What you listening to atm? I like all kinds of stuff so yh..

 

[Wraith]

I'm housebound, so all my activities are solitary. I usually play video games, read, browse various forums about my interests, keep up with the few bands I like on social media, and I just recently picked up German on Duolingo. Wild life I'm living.

 

[Deformationalplagio]

Playing warzone 24/7 when i stop i start to shake uncontrollable and have panic attacks because i was born with a severe head face deformity. Then i go to sleep and repeat. Meanwhile im pushed to go to work deformed people arent treated like someone who id handicapped so even if you have 8 eyes open wounds and stuff or a big cancerous bult society expects you just go to work. My death will 100% be the fault of society and there bullshit

 

[AutoTap]

Sleep, having anxiety attacks, trying to sleep, watching tv, therapy and researching how I can die

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Laying in bed. Crying my eyes out.
nothing else.
Thinking, what a gutless piece of shit I am, cuz I'm still alive...

 

[liluglibih]

I'm housebound, so all my activities are solitary. I usually play video games, read, browse various forums about my interests, keep up with the few bands I like on social media, and I just recently picked up German on Duolingo. Wild life I'm living.

wish I had the attention span to be able to learn a language

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Playing warzone 24/7 when i stop i start to shake uncontrollable and have panic attacks because i was born with a severe head face deformity. Then i go to sleep and repeat. Meanwhile im pushed to go to work deformed people arent treated like someone who id handicapped so even if you have 8 eyes open wounds and stuff or a big cancerous bult society expects you just go to work. My death will 100% be the fault of society and there bullshit

wow. that sucks man.. shit.

 

[AtLeastThere'sSalad]

Lots of naps mostly. Being awake is so hard. I can't drive, so I can't go anywhere even if we weren't in a pandemic, including my job. I'm not in school right now, just aiming for a GED. I stay home all day every day and sometimes text a friend just so they don't feel like I've abandoned them. Most days I listen to music, watch anime, and do some cross stitch. The most exciting part of my day is dinner, when I have a chance to talk to my family for a few minutes. It's super boring, but doing anything else is so exhausting and scary because my stress tolerance sucks.

 

[hellodarkness]

I work six days a week, have three kids to take care of and a house to keep up. I train for what will likely be my last ever race season. I'm working on a lot of post-grad certification courses. And you know, mandated sessions with my psychiatrist twice a week.

 

[AtLeastThere'sSalad]

I work six days a week, have three kids to take care of and a house to keep up. I train for what will likely be my last ever race season. I'm working on a lot of post-grad certification courses. And you know, mandated sessions with my psychiatrist twice a week.

damn, that's a lot more than I'd be able to handle. how do you stay motivated to keep up with all of that?

 

[Hurt]

What I always do: nothing.

 

[hellodarkness]

damn, that's a lot more than I'd be able to handle. how do you stay motivated to keep up with all of that?

I have the advantage of not suffering clinical depression. I'm schizophrenic but on my meds I can usually bang out the same level of work I always have. High achiever since always. If I wasn't sick and getting worse, which puts my kids' emotional wellbeing at risk, I wouldn't be here.

I love going out to the backcountry with a girlfriend and climbing half a dozen mountains in a weekend, running with my kids, counselling as a nutritionist. I like my life, I just can't live with my brain hurting my family.

 

[_battered_butterfly_]

I guess I'm what ppl would call a NEET(haven't had a job going on 4mths now). I live in a house with 3 strangers(I am the easiest housemate, you'll never see me), when they all go off to work I'll sneak out of my room to grab some food from the kitchen then scurry back to my tomb. I probably spend about 90% of the day staring at screens, doing nothing, thinking about how awful everything is..

What's an average day like for you?

Similar AF.

 

[Beachedwhale]

Gym, college and fitness. Really working on selfcare. I'm also about to start growing mushrooms to try microdosing as well. Video games here and there, currently enjoying black desert online

Glad to hear this. Shrooms and gym are what I really wish I had done back in uni.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Watch DVD's, listen to 80's Rock Music, Take my doggy for a walk up the park. Pause/Repeat!

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Working or brooding elsewhere. Planning my disaaperance.