Before I speak, let me make this clear, God forbid, so as not to be misunderstood:
No matter how much we, humans, consider ourselves highly evolved, deeply spiritual, but Human is still the same animal as other mammals. Yes, we are highly functional, but our mind still serves instincts and emotions, and serves the interests of us first as an animal species - survival and reproduction.
The children's/teenage environment, where we often notice the highest manifestation of the laws of the pack, can amaze even mature representatives of the human race with its cruelty, which is not surprising, if we accept as a given that in essence all this cruelty is what a person really is. No one has yet developed a brain to weigh their actions and think about their long-term consequences, this is also hindered by the lack of life experience, when the individual has not yet had time to get the full consequences for his antics on his own skin from life itself, add to this the very peak of the development of the dominance of emotions and instincts and we get what we get. Thus, children/teenagers are real animals, in fact the most distilled manifestation of what our human nature is, not a morality, social institutions, and other constructs invented by us.
Of course, I am horrified by what makes them do this. Everyone would like to be loved and respected, damn it, and it is absolute bullshit that in this life, no matter how hard we try to deductively assume that all people are worthy of receiving this, our inductive empirical experience, alas, shows the opposite - not every one of us will be recognized by ourselves as worthy of receiving this. And of course, in their place, I would choose not to exist at all, if I could.
And at the same time, I admire such cases, I repeat once again, not what experiences led them to this, but because they were able to, and peace has finally come for them. Pro-lifers prefer with foam at the mouth most of all scream exactly about teen CTB, they apparently assume that at that age there can be no reason to do it at all, because the individual has not yet really had time to see life at that age. Believe me, they had a life, and what a life. Adults no longer have one, it has long been absorbed by the daily work-home routine, the extraction of resources, paying bills, everyday worries. While children have a full range of passions: communication, dating, friendship/loneliness, school hierarchy Leadership/Outcast, first love/inceldom, respect/bullying – all this is absolutely real, this is the most concentrated life, its most intense part, determining the further social role of the individual, his personality and self-esteem, and everything that happens in it simply cannot be unimportant for him, including cannot be unworthy of CTB.
Everything that comes next is only the maintenance of what has already been formed. If I were a little smarter and did not console myself that everything could get better, I would probably also refuse to drag my existence to adulthood, as soon as I realized which way the wind of my life was blowing, then I would have to suffer less from the meeting and with the aspects of adult life to boot.
