When you ctb, will you care how you look?

[lost illusions]

This way up→

Haha no. A little bird cage with the door open. I will be free. I wish to be cremated but I'll probably be buried. If so, I hope I'm buried face down

Sorry yall morbid thoughts with purpose

 

[CentreMid]

To an extent, but for the most part, not really. I'm fine with whatever as long as I'm wearing clothes haha

 

[Trashcan]

No. I'm looking into getting a shotgun (fingers crossed they'll let me) and that won't be clean at all. Plus it would be on "impulse" so my survival instinct doesn't get in the way.

 

[wanttodie]

I don't care how I look because I'll be dead.

 

[bigj75]

I used to care but not anymore.

 

[satou]

For my family, I do care. But if I reach the state of mind where I am able to end it, I won't think about that and won't care...

 

[Roph]

I'd like to look at least semi-decent on my last day.

 

[Hanger]

I will take a shower before I hang myself, then put on my preferred clothes

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Most likely going to shower and brush my teeth. Not sure about makeup. Might put it on in case I'm found too early and end up in A&E (gotta look good in the ward, am I right?)

 

[Pointlessabyss]

Plan is to die in the jacuzzi so you can't do much with bathers

 

[RainAndSadness]

Yes. I've ordered a dress solely for my final day. As a trans person it's very important to me how I look like in my final moments. I want to leave as feminine and pretty as possible.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Plan is to die in the jacuzzi so you can't do much with bathers

so gross lol

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Most likely going to shower and brush my teeth. Not sure about makeup. Might put it on in case I'm found too early and end up in A&E (gotta look good in the ward, am I right?)

i haven't thought of that....... good idea.

 

[Pointlessabyss]

so gross lol

Haha whys that? Thinking if i go unconscious from the SN atleast i ll drown ? Back up plan see !

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I used to care but not anymore.

screw it set a timer to burn this mother down with me

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Haha whys that? Thinking if i go unconscious from the SN atleast i ll drown ? Back up plan see !

the decomp

 

[Pointlessabyss]

the decomp

It will only be for a night...

Hire somewhere like this for 3-4 days :

https://partners.hoseasons.co.uk/hth/lodges/fishguard-bay-resort-fgua/carningli-lp14282

Enjoy the last couple of days before the final night... naturally I ll leave a note on the door pre warning any cleaners !! Just hope they turn up the next day I guess

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I have thought about getting a body bag , they are not cheap

 

[windingdown]

I will want to be in clean pajamas (t-shirt and leggings). I will shower and wash my hair the day before, since I will do it first thing in the morning (so there is plenty of time before people come home). I may epilate my legs. I don't want to be icky to deal with, even though I'm sure that's silly. I'll also put a towel down underneath me in my bed, with plastic underneath, in case I pee myself.

 

[windingdown]

If my death doesn't end up sudden and unplanned (who knows, right?), I believe I would have cared to a certain extent. I wouldn't do anything extravagant like putting on makeup or wearing accessories but I would make sure my hair/body isn't grimy or smelly.

I want to die comfortably, on a bed, wearing loose-fitting clothes like pajamas before drifting off into a sleep-like death. Doing so might calm me down more, and whoever comes to pick up my body would be dealing with a clean death. No blood, no fuss. Just a body lying down on the bed as if it's sleeping. Maybe I could even leave a note for them that says "sorry for the inconvenience but thanks for coming."


Eventually, I'd hope my parents cremate me instead of burying me.

Yeah! Like sleeping. For me, as hygienic as possible. My poor family.