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AaaSssDdd

Member
Sep 1, 2018
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The answer is I don't know. I've hesitated in the past, but there have also been times where I acted irrationally. I think I'm more scared now than in the past. Right now I just want to have a guaranteed method and then see if I can do it.
 
Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
I don't really know when I will be ready. I think that at some point a kind of calm will come over me, I will feel somehow relaxed and then carry out my exit. At that point there will be no second guessing myself and it just comes together.
 
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Mljonzy

Student
Aug 21, 2018
145
What does it feel like?

How do you know that you are ready?

What would it take for you to lose your last hope?

How do I make myself "ready to CTB"?

How long did it take for you to become ready?
I think when your ready you just do it with or without hesitation.

I have lost all hope but finding it hard to take the ultimate step.

I think you naturally become ready when the pain becomes truly unbearable.

After 15 years of great pain and suffering im looking to get the job done.
 
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