stoopid

stoopid

from hell
Feb 27, 2023
183
I can't cry anymore, everytime I have to urge to cry it transform to self harm fantasies
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
150
Yesterday. I cry often but it lasts a few seconds. I want to cry longer. It's pretty enjoyable, or at least relieving, given that I feel terrible even when I'm not crying.
 
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reiko1337

reiko1337

Honestly? No idea.
Mar 12, 2023
34
Last time I genuinely cried? A day ago. But now I'm just in a state of nothingness.
 
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WeighAnchor

WeighAnchor

Member
Mar 1, 2023
41
About a year ago, maybe less. I was watching motivational videos on youtube.

It's weird cuz I used to cry easily and a lot when I was younger, then at some point I just stopped and barely ever cry since. I usually can't get myself to cry even when I feel like it.
 
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Skullinthewoods

Consciousness is a Burden
Sep 13, 2022
40
5 minutes ago, and I'll do it again tomorrow.
 
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ByeFelicia

Member
Mar 16, 2023
24
Today. I cry every day
 
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SmokeEater

SmokeEater

Member
Mar 17, 2023
20
A couple hours ago as I watched videos of my kids, thinking about how they are the only reason I'm still here but probably not for much longer.
 
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sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
275
today
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Couple hours ago, probably will soon again. I have no idea, time will tell I suppose.. -
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
630
A few minutes ago, I need to dry my eyes
 
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NeverEnding

NeverEnding

Member
Mar 11, 2023
17
This morning, will probably do it again tomorrow morning. I find mornings are my worst time after not sleeping much the night before.
 
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y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
A couple of weeks ago.
 
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cristaleyez

cristaleyez

xe/they/it
Feb 21, 2023
64
Yesterday. I don't actually cry that often but recent events have pushed me over the edge.
 
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embrace_release

embrace_release

end me
Mar 13, 2021
32
Couple of days ago. Every time I spend time with people who are close to me I get home and my mind forces me to think about how they'll suffer once they lose me. It rips apart my heart every single time.
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
542
Around 10 years old when my friend's dad died. Almost only time too.
 
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Tourniquet

Tourniquet

Deranged Psychonaut
Mar 21, 2023
11
Late last night right before I fell asleep around 4ish in the morning
I have a mental breakdown at minimum 2 to 3 times a day and weep profusely
Doesn't matter where I'm at or what is going on, when a wave of sadness washes over me the tears start flowing.

I'm grieving the loss of my unborn child and my fiance, we lost our baby and she overdosed and died the next morning. That was 4 months ago.

Was probably stupid of me to try and bring a child into this fucked up world. If she wouldn't have gotten pregnant and lost the baby she would still be here.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up
 
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redbathingduck

redbathingduck

Student
Mar 20, 2023
145
The last time I cried was about a year ago when I got really angry at something. It was the first time in years that I had cried at all and it almost felt kind of unnatural to do so, but also sort of relieving. It feels impossible to cry most of the time no matter how sad or despaired I feel
 
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SSGoingInsane

Member
Mar 8, 2023
70
Last time was in February 2022 when my grandma died
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
535
When my favourite game died late last year.
 
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Aesthetic guy

Aesthetic guy

Just hanging around...
Dec 13, 2022
120
i usually don't... can't remember last time i cried...
but last night i was watching the movie "the whale". and it actually made me cry... amazing movie.
 
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littlelittlecrow

littlelittlecrow

They/Them
Mar 20, 2023
14
I wish I could remember, but my antidepressants make it so hard to cry now. I used to cry myself to sleep nightly, and while it was sad at least I had a way to express my feelings without hurting myself.
 
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CuteThing

CuteThing

i order the same subway every time i go to subway
Mar 22, 2023
69
about two weeks ago, cant remember why and i rarely cry so it was probably something important idk
 
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HeatedBlanket

Member
Mar 23, 2023
11
Today. So much crying today.
 
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cielherpes

cielherpes

being silly
Mar 24, 2023
16
about yesterday, crying with a lot of vomit
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
About ten minutes ago to this
 
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Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
293
Not being able to cry despite wanting to sounds like an adverse situation. I cry every day either mentally or physically. Crying doesn't make one a 'crybaby' so I don't understand why it's sometimes looked down upon.
 
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Brainslushy

Brainslushy

sigh
Feb 18, 2023
17
last January. Usually I can't cry so to be that distraught for many days was a significant event for me
 
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H.O.Xan

Experienced
Feb 1, 2023
278
Not properly since 2019
 
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