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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
I remember crying every single day in 2016 and half of 2017, first came the first impact of facing reality and seeing how shit my life was and how bad my family was at that time I was so addicted to games and pornography that I didn't have time to be sad 2017 was a hellish year i reached my limit and threw myself in front of a car but a few days later i was planning to buy a gun kill as many people as i could and then kill myself but i'm still here. So when was the last time you cried? Mine was in 2019 when a family member that I treated like shit in the last days of life died, I currently cannot cry unless I inflict physical pain
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
I rarely cry anymore, but I recall I might have shed one tear some days ago for some reason that I cannot recall anymore.

I don't recall ever crying because of physical pain.

Good thing you didn't buy that gun back then. I'm sorry you have a bad family. A lot of problems come from shitty relatives. Life would be so much easier if everyone just had good parents.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
647
a few hours ago. mom died a short while ago. it's the reason I'm back here.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Yesterday
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

disabled • slowly withering away 🍂
Aug 14, 2021
504
A week ago. Unexpectedly
 
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Eternally Dottie

Eternally Dottie

Dreamer
Dec 17, 2021
191
Today in frustration - I am struggling with the daily stress and demands of day to day life
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,407
Maybe a month ago out of anger? Not in sadness, though. I am unable to shed tears in sadness.
 
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dirtnap

dirtnap

Member
Jun 7, 2022
60
This morning. Dealing with deep relationship issues and feeling alone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,199
At this point it feels like such a long time. I cannot even remember. I used to cry a lot, but I cannot seem to physically cry anymore, but I am always crying on the inside. Living is certainly very painful and all I want is to be free from this horrible life.
 
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Eternaloblivionplea

Member
May 11, 2022
50
today
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
All the time, might be hormonal issues I dunno. Anything remotely emotional in a tv show or a youtube clip does it. I have to lie and pretend it's hayfever if my parents see me.
 
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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

it/its
Jun 3, 2022
74
yesterday. can't even remember why.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
today
 
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WeepingWillow

WeepingWillow

One with endless night
May 11, 2020
51
Today and everyday. When I get a chance away from prying eyes
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
This morning. I usually don't cry too but this particular morning was hard on my emotions.
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
463
Properly in 2019.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,712
I cry a lot whenever I'm physically injured or eating spicy food but the last time I cried for emotional reasons was I think when my heart got broken in September 2020.
 
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Atlantian

Atlantian

Member
May 25, 2022
69
Tbh I don't remember the last time I had a genuine cry. I usually just cry out of pain, anger, frustration, basically negative emotions.
Tbh I don't remember the last time I had a genuine cry. I usually just cry out of pain, anger, frustration, basically negative emotions. I don't have real cries u feel me? Like, I don't have those vulnerable moments where I feel actual emotions. Its just a constant deep seething fire burning behind my irises no matter how wet they become.
 
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gotomrg

gotomrg

Member
Mar 10, 2023
58
last night trying to talk to my girlfriend about my struggles. inevitably shut down.
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
208
I could cry all the time, but I always try not to let it happen. I remember with pain the day last year when I was still "me" and not ruined by a wrong indication/ medication by an incompetent doctor.
 
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disillusion

disillusion

Entp
Nov 6, 2020
68
At this point it feels like such a long time. I cannot even remember. I used to cry a lot, but I cannot seem to physically cry anymore, but I am always crying on the inside. Living is certainly very painful and all I want is to be free from this horrible life.
I am exact same. Although i had big fight with family last week and cried abit due to frustration but usually i can never cry anymore. Used to cry alot and daily but now my tears dried up but inside me I am crying and screaming always
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,864
Yesterday
 
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Scacie

Scacie

She/Her
Feb 24, 2023
238
Yesterday
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
I don't remember, but it seems like it has been a while. Nothing seems shockingly horrible enough for me to cry anymore, for it's just a continuation of my past sufferings.
 
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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
yesterday, today, probably tomorrow
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
every day and night
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Arcanist
Oct 13, 2019
482
The Olympics usually gets me a few times. Probably then.
 
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LunaXCBN

LunaXCBN

The Best Thing (That Never Happened)
Feb 6, 2023
119
It's been years. Last time I remember is like 2017 or 2018
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Today, probably tomorrow...... if I'm still breathing. Idfka..
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
175
Sometime in 2018. Of course I was drunk and high at the time, which unfortunately seems to be the only time I really can at this point. As far as crying while not under the influence of any substance, October 2014.
 
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