I feel the need to tell this little story because i need to open up more, even if some of you will judge me or persecute me.
So i went to the mall today, and i was sitting at a table at the food court. As I was eating by myself, i looked around and suddenly, i see a girl ordering food with her friend. I dont know how to explain this, but the moment i saw her my heart just melted. I was mesmerized by her looks, confidence, everything. It was love at first sight. I have very rarely experienced that strange feeling. But then i felt like a creep and I realized I have no chance. I was heartbroken without even talking to her.
Why do we have these feelings of love and desire? I fucking hate it. It always brings me pain...its just a reminder of what i will never have...I'll never know love...i fucking hate myself. Its over. I want to die.
So i went to the mall today, and i was sitting at a table at the food court. As I was eating by myself, i looked around and suddenly, i see a girl ordering food with her friend. I dont know how to explain this, but the moment i saw her my heart just melted. I was mesmerized by her looks, confidence, everything. It was love at first sight. I have very rarely experienced that strange feeling. But then i felt like a creep and I realized I have no chance. I was heartbroken without even talking to her.
Why do we have these feelings of love and desire? I fucking hate it. It always brings me pain...its just a reminder of what i will never have...I'll never know love...i fucking hate myself. Its over. I want to die.
