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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
246
Feel free to post your CTB plan. I'm curious myself
 
frogboi

frogboi

mountain goat
May 22, 2023
25
I'm planning on ordering fentanyl off a DNM soon for when I need it. The plan is to go somewhere far from home and hidden to die and hopefully never be found.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
I'm planning on ordering fentanyl off a DNM soon for when I need it. The plan is to go somewhere far from home and hidden to die and hopefully never be found.
Were have you found fent? All I could find was synthetic H or zene opioids.
 
frogboi

frogboi

mountain goat
May 22, 2023
25
Were have you found fent? All I could find was synthetic H or zene opioids.
Most markets won't allow fent but 99.9% of the time if a listing is for blue m30s it will be fentanyl. I've gotten some off of asap.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Yeah plenty of those available. It's a bit of a lottery how much fent each one contains though, you could get lucky finding one with a 'hot spot'.
 
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g56f32Z4n8#uExEuU*@

Member
May 7, 2023
22
When: after my last parent dies and I've solved my wife's health issues. How: I don't know, but it must avoid any trauma to other people.
 
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stoiccactus

stoiccactus

somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
278
I am going to mysteriously go for a walk on a night when it is like -10F out and then lie down in a quiet corner and let the cold take me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,849
Sadly, I don't have any plans to leave in the near future, I don't know what will happen to be honest, the problem is that we exist in this cruel world where suicide is purposely made so difficult for us, there are so many risks and complications involved in trying to die which is why I'm sadly still trapped here, it's so horrible how we exist in a world where suicide isn't viewed as the valid option that it should be. But at least no matter what happens each day is one day closer to death, eventually we will be free and this existence will be forgotten about.
 
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jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
full suspension hanging because I can't afford sn, I'm trying to make it to december but I'm hanging by a thread (ha) I want to die right now so bad
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
I have N. And I am.planning on doing it in the next couple weeks
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
After I'm fired most probably next year. Gonna use SN. Will use remaining time to get my affairs in order
 
DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
Drowning or maybe partial hanging when the time is right. Next few weeks hopefully.
 
mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
91
I'm not entirely sure when, but I'm hoping to aim for sometime before August. I'm going to try shallow water blackout, as I don't have access to SN or any other kinds of drugs.
 
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▪︎⚠ KOHI ⚠▪︎

-10 points in life
Feb 27, 2023
53
I'm planning to try in 2 weeks, with SN, I've been reading what may I need but haven't looked up for the antiemetics and the other stuff, just SN and for now it seems thay I may be able to get it from a local store.
It seems like a good method, but something tells me I'll chicken out.
 
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The Howling Void

Member
Dec 20, 2021
27
HS from Muriatic acid and a sulfide. Probably the next few weeks depending on how things turn out.
 
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