Discussion What's your ctb method?

[fedup1982]

I'm running out of options. Tried and failed many, and many others are just too risky probably. Unless I can get euthanised I'm not sure I have any good options. I'm terrified about jumping at beachy head because of the few percent chance of lying at the bottom in agony, and even worse, then being saved

 

[evilblondegirl]

I'm almost ready to CTB and planning for an overdose. Can't bring myself to hang myself, far too much of a chicken for that, and don't want it to be too traumatic for the person that finds me.
I've read a lot about people suggesting SN but I don't know how to use it any effect. Any advice???
I'm in the UK so cannot get firearms, so I plan to use Oramorph (liquid morphine), upto 300ml, mixed with 100x tramadol (50mg), and 60x codeine (30mg). I also take a regular betablocker and will have approx 40 of these to add. I have read that overdose is most effective when mixing the drugs, and the effect of these particular ones should result in the lungs and heart stopping. I have an anti-sickness med that I will take in advance of my CTB mixture, settle in my car and hopefully drop off for the long sleep.
Not that I am telling anyone what to do, simply sharing what I plan to do and responding to the post. I can't afford for it not to work so going heavy on the mixture. Four weeks and counting. Best wishes to all.

Ngl bro unless you already have respiratory issues this is most likely not gonna work and just make you puke because I tried this but on the other hand my bf overdosed on accident but I think fentanyl has to be involved you might just go to bed wake up and barf everywhere like I did tho

 

[UnusedGate]

I'm running out of options. Tried and failed many, and many others are just too risky probably. Unless I can get euthanised I'm not sure I have any good options. I'm terrified about jumping at beachy head because of the few percent chance of lying at the bottom in agony, and even worse, then being saved

Ive been thinking about doing it off of a bridge above water. If the impact doesn't kill you then, hopefully, you'll be passed out and then drown. For me the worry is not passing out and also being saved. For this I was thinking about that bridge in Bristol.

 

[Djkicker]

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Ngl bro unless you already have respiratory issues this is most likely not gonna work and just make you puke because I tried this but on the other hand my bf overdosed on accident but I think fentanyl has to be involved you might just go to bed wake up and barf everywhere like I did tho

Hey. Thanks, that's a good shout and something I thought. That's why I was going to take the anti sickness tablets first.
I do t have respiratory issues but did have a heart attack 8 years ago, hence I have access to the betablocker. I read that mixing different meds had more impact and have also thought of adding water, like taking the dose and then walking into the sea.
What do you think? Or is SN a sensible option instead?

Yes, it's as simple as that, as long as you don't heave your guts out or panic and call your 911 equivalent

How much powder do you need?

 

[fedup1982]

Ive been thinking about doing it off of a bridge above water. If the impact doesn't kill you then, hopefully, you'll be passed out and then drown. For me the worry is not passing out and also being saved. For this I was thinking about that bridge in Bristol.

Yeah I'd say that's a terrible way to go. I don't know what you're going through in life but I suspect if you knew how bad drowning is, you wouldn't be choosing this method. I'm sorry that what you're going through is enough to make you consider this. As much as I've wanted to die, this is not a method I'd ever choose

 

[r.m.216]

SN, already got metoclopramide, just need some benzos and my kit will be ready.

How will you source

 

[FinishingTouches]

How will you source

Will buy bromazolam from RC seller.

 

[EgoBrained]

The good ol' reliable rope, hopefully tonight

 

[UnusedGate]

Yeah I'd say that's a terrible way to go. I don't know what you're going through in life but I suspect if you knew how bad drowning is, you wouldn't be choosing this method. I'm sorry that what you're going through is enough to make you consider this. As much as I've wanted to die, this is not a method I'd ever choose

Really? On the lostallhope site it says that if the jump height is high enough it should be an instant death. The drowning is just a backup plan and chances are, if you fall from 250ft, you'll have passed out by then anyway, right?

 

[iamangel56743]

I've ordered some SN from the Chinese source but I'm still waiting for it to be shipped, hopefully that happens soon as I'm getting desperate. I can't go on for much longer.

Can y tell me what source? Is it SSC??

 

[cruel-monster]

I'm almost ready to CTB and planning for an overdose. Can't bring myself to hang myself, far too much of a chicken for that, and don't want it to be too traumatic for the person that finds me.
I've read a lot about people suggesting SN but I don't know how to use it any effect. Any advice???
I'm in the UK so cannot get firearms, so I plan to use Oramorph (liquid morphine), upto 300ml, mixed with 100x tramadol (50mg), and 60x codeine (30mg). I also take a regular betablocker and will have approx 40 of these to add. I have read that overdose is most effective when mixing the drugs, and the effect of these particular ones should result in the lungs and heart stopping. I have an anti-sickness med that I will take in advance of my CTB mixture, settle in my car and hopefully drop off for the long sleep.
Not that I am telling anyone what to do, simply sharing what I plan to do and responding to the post. I can't afford for it not to work so going heavy on the mixture. Four weeks and counting. Best wishes to all.

I have some meds that I am hoping will cause/assist with death, but I am not sure. Triazolam, Vytorin, Trazodone, Atomoxetine, Lorazepam, some other muscle relaxers, a few oxys and 2 LSD tabs. I am type 2 diabetic (well controlled) and am thinking that if I take all of this stuff and then drink a bottle of Karo corn syrup, I can induce a diabetic overdose; and if I go to an isolated area, exposure will make it happen.
Please help with any info or suggestions you all might have.

 

[tooBadTooLate]

I've got a noose ready, waiting for me. Reminds me a lot of a vultures flying over a soon-to-die wanderer in a desert.

 

[tend a dead garden]

I'm lucky (or cursed) to have access to alot of strong opiates. fentanyl and oxycontin, plus benzos such as valium. I would go for taking a potentiator such as gabapentin then just go wild with the opiates.
Adding a noose and a plastic, clear bag with an elastic band over my head which i will have my fingers loosely gripping. So when the soporific effects of the opiates and benzo's kick in my fingers will let lose the bag and then having the noose is an extra back up.
So either the OD will do it , hanging , asphyxiation or a comb or all.
a little of column A ...a little of column B .
Will be fun to see what the overall cause of death will be :)

 

[Liebestod]

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