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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
222
I'm afraid of failing and becoming disabled/crippled in some way from the failed attempt.
I'm also afraid of potentially being reborn against my will.
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

September 2nd 2026
Feb 8, 2026
85
One of my biggest fears is traumatising whoever has to clean up my dead body after I'm gone
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,971
Failing the attempt and only maiming myself. Needing the help of others. Experiencing pain and fear during the attempt. Some concern over what comes next- in terms of afterlife- but, I figure that's there waiting regardless.
 
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BumbleBees

Member
Sep 10, 2024
5
Ending up worse off than I am now, and in a psych ward. Losing my job and my career path. Leaving my cat who I've had since childhood. Devastating my partner and my sister. Going to hell.
 

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