Discussion What’s stopping you?

[Miss clefable]

so the question is do you fear death and why because I don't I welcome it but I just want to hear other peoples opinions

 

[bigj75]

fear the chance of it failing and I end up too disabled and in pain to try again. Imagine not dying from gunshot wound to the head. Then I'll have to live like that until I die of old age. Or if the poison don't work and my insides are fucked constantly in pain.

 

[Radaghast94]

Fear I'll fuck up the knot, be found, endure severe pain prior to death, it would be the right thing to do I'm just too much of a pussy at the moment to take that final action.

 

[bigj75]

Fear I'll fuck up the knot, be found, endure severe pain prior to death, it would be the right thing to do I'm just too much of a pussy at the moment to take that final action.

that's a good reason to feel like a pussy. That's the most important thing in life. So I can't blame you.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Fear the chance of dying and coming back as someone else and having another bad life as I believe in reincarnation. Instead I choose to suffer and see how much I can take before I decide to die.

 

[wanttodie]

fear the chance of it failing and I end up too disabled

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I'm not afraid of nonexistence. The only logistical thing keeping me here is not having the right type of med to carry out my death correctly. Emotionally, I know I'll be scared in my last few minutes of life. I know I'll be able to push through it but it's there.

 

[Miss clefable]

that's a good reason to feel like a pussy. That's the most important thing in life. So I can't blame you.

Okay I understand the failing part

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm not afraid of nonexistence. The only logistical thing keeping me here is not having the right type of med to carry out my death correctly. Emotionally, I know I'll be scared in my last few minutes of life. I know I'll be able to push through it but it's there.

Its okay to be scared

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

Its okay to be scared

Thank you, Miss. :)

 

[Mr2004]

so the question is do you fear death and why because I don't I welcome it but I just want to hear other peoples opinions

What's stopping you then Miss?

 

[Miss clefable]

What's stopping you then Miss?

Waiting for stuff to arrive

 

[Mr2004]

Oh. Simple as that eh? I thought there might be something else. It's mainly the means for me too as well having other stuff I need to sort out first. Reincarnation was mentioned that's crossed my mind too. There are definitely reasons to stay alive but I have more reasons not to

 

[Mr2004]

But lets not pretend for one second this is ever going to be an easy decision. If there was any alternative I wouldn't do it

 

[Miss clefable]

Oh. Simple as that eh? I thought there might be something else. It's mainly the means for me too as well having other stuff I need to sort out first. Reincarnation was mentioned that's crossed my mind too. There are definitely reasons to stay alive but I have more reasons not to

It's your choice in the end

 

[Miss clefable]

But lets not pretend for one second this is ever going to be an easy decision. If there was any alternative I wouldn't do it

I understand

 

[Ssname]

I don't think the act scares me that much (but I have never stared death in the face before so I guess I will have to wait and see). For me it is hurting my family and especially my mother. She wouldn't recover from it.

 

[Mr2004]

Serves mine right really

 

[TAW122]

I don't necessarily fear death, but I fear failing the attempt and ending up tremendous amounts of pain, incarceration against my will (in a psych hospital/mental asylum), and then all the other backlash from society as well as people who know me IRL.

 

[Miss clefable]

I don't necessarily fear death, but I fear failing the attempt and ending up tremendous amounts of pain, incarceration against my will (in a psych hospital/mental asylum), and then all the other backlash from society as well as people who know me IRL.

Yes I can understand these fears

 

[Phro]

I've tried partial suspension hanging twice and I'm still here. It looks like jumping is Plan B. I might use a bridge with a history of successful attempts.

 

[Mr2004]

That's what I want to do but into water and I want to shoot myself first

 

[Phro]

The bridge that I have in mind is high above water. It'll be like jumping into concrete due to the height.

 

[Mr2004]

It will it's just slightly less intimidating. I still don't know if I could go through with it because of the time between knowing you're going to die and actually dying. Shooting myself first would sure make the fall a lot easier

 

[Phro]

Agreed. If I had access to a gun, my problems would have been solved long ago.

 

[Mr2004]

I'd still do it from a height just to absolutely guarantee it

 

[user90872]

Not that long ago I started seeing train suicide as something quite appealing, but I've got pretty mixed feelings overall. Of course, there are drawbacks like in any other method. Very likely I'd traumatize someone or I'd cause train delays. Also, even after being severed, your head supposedly remains conscious for a short time (long enough for you to realize that your head is gone) and there's something really off-putting about it.

 

[Phro]

Every few weeks, where I used to live, it seems like someone commits suicide by train It's effective but I'm not sure I could do it. Nor am I sure that I'd want to traumatize the conductor.

 

[bigj75]

Every few weeks, where I used to live, it seems like someone commits suicide by train It's effective but I'm not sure I could do it. Nor am I sure that I'd want to traumatize the conductor.

Yae I've always wanted to commit suicide in solidarity. Train suicide effect lots of people but if you get depressed enough you won't care.

 

[never getting better]

Fear of death.