Discussion What's stopping you from going through with ctb?

[Kikoo Loool]

I'm looking for the best method but my fear is to fail and remain disabled.

Moreover, my wife as gone very sick (cancer) and if she dies and I ctb my daughter would remain alone.

 

[NotMemorableEnough]

I don't have the energy for my current method, I'm always tired and can't eat properly, so I just wait until I have a clearer state of mind, so I can do it.