Story Whats one happy memory would you like to go back to before you die?

[angelhopes]

Mine is probably when I used to think everything was sunshine and rainbows and when I would go to the lake and watch the sunset while eating tacos

 

[notsosillybilly]

when i was still apart of my old friend group, some of my happiest memories were with them

 

[whywere]

Back in 1981, before my best friend ever died, riding motorcycles with him and exploring different places.

Miss him so darn much.

Walter

 

[SighCry]

Mine is probably when I used to think everything was sunshine and rainbows and when I would go to the lake and watch the sunset while eating tacos

I used to be so happy, then completely fucked up my life a few months ago. Being with my friends, laughing, genuinely laughing not feeling this unbearable fear/weight on me 24/7 and also just dinners with my parents eating good food. The simple stuff.

 

[Katam]

It was probably the time when our neighbour, a middle aged british guy was still alive, he lived across a summer vacation home we often visited, his property was quite big and open directly adjacent to a forest and there where a bunch of Douglas firs wich he felled and we where allowed to use his firepit so we could make soke pretty big fires with all the wood that wouldnt be used and for me it was a wonderful experience just being able to have a nearly infinite wood supply and a big fire, also the guy was just pretty nice in general.
But then a few years later he died because of a heart attack.
I really just wish I could experience this again.

 

[LilGhost]

Mine is probably when I used to think everything was sunshine and rainbows and when I would go to the lake and watch the sunset while eating tacos

Sounds peak. Mine would be either first time seeing Vivaldi concert or meteor shower/stargazing with my friends

 

[Chocomel]

I guess I want to go back to when I was still in kindergarten. I literally just living my best life without the knowledge of how wretched this world is. I would go to the mall with my mum every weekend. God I miss her and I miss that time so much. Also I remember I used to play PS2 all day after attending kindergarten. I go to said kindergarten with my mum's bike, it was lovely

 

[FuneralCry]

No, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, all I want is to be free from this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, existing is only suffering.

I'll only be happy to never suffer ever again and I'd never want to exist no matter what, for me non-existence is just all that's positive but of course this existence should never be imposed, all that existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this cruel, painful existence.

 

[Tomorrow Is Today]

I'd probably choose other memories that were more significant to me on hindsight, but weirdly my first thought was of a time 3 years ago.

My country has mandatory military conscription for 2 years, and this time I was in the jungle for a training exercise. I felt like shit, hadn't bathed in days, and we got hit with a storm while navigating. Our shit was all soaked and made all the gear so much harder to carry. I don't even talk to my mates from back then anymore, but I remember feeling so alive just hanging out with others going through the same horrible shit and joking around.

 

[nightmare-receiver]

I think about this all the time. I hope I get to see my gran again, we lost her in an awful way a few years ago and i miss her so much. I'd love to relive sitting on the back porch with my grandparents, tucked in a blanket on one of those swinging chairs while my grandpa caught me fireflies. I'd love to see my dog again, who we also lost recently. I loved her more than anything in the world, and I would have given half of my life just to have her for the rest of it. I'd like to relive just being a kid with my parents again. I had so many wonderful childhood memories, and I'll be grateful for that for forever. Maybe my whole family around Christmas, when the world still felt like it was full of love.

 

[LainsCorner]

watching Cartoon Network at my grandparent's house while eating lorna-doones,,

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I wish i could go back to some but when i start to remember the happy moments, it's overwritten by guilt,shame and sadess.

My actions have tainted everything i have lived before and i cannot think about the things that used to put a smile on my face without feeling my heart breaking apart, my stomach getting paiful, a knot in my throat and my eyes getting watery.

It constantly rain now, i'm gonna drown and it's all my fault, it's well diserved.

But when i finally go, i wish to remember without hurting...

 

[cipher]

probably one of the times i hung out with my family at the bookstore. we would get coffees, read, and talk every now and then about our books. nothing fancy but it reminds me of when my days used to be peaceful

 

[DeathfulEnd]

Probably the time spent hanging with the folks and my brother. Enjoying the company of one another.

 

[lifeisadream]

Going on holiday with my friends to my happy place by the sea & doing a ton of kayaking on the ocean. It was beautiful weather with glorious sunsets. Sadly those friends aren't in my life anymore as I pushed them away due to my bipolar.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I have no memories I want to go back to. everything has been painful since birth.

 

[softfur]

psshh am i gonna regret embarrassing myself
i wanna go back to that concert and bump into the hot guy in the mosh pit again and see that one guy's piercing setup and get beer spilled on me by a pretty lady and not lose my bracelet this time
it was only last december

 

[delinquentsandwich]

I want to spend time with my best friend again
I miss her so much
I want to go back to how we were and how we would just hang out and do whatever everyday

she is my deepest regret and I hate myself for ruining it all
I really do hope I can relive those memories as I slip away

 

[somethingisntreal]

I want to be on the beach with my family in 2016 once again.

 

[dreamingofpeace]

my mom sat on the floor with me while i was having flashbacks and just talked about mundane stuff and later on i said it was too much hearing everyone talk about school and our baby pictures and shit and she said she figured that was why i left the room and thats why she followed me. it felt like the first time at least since i was a baby that we ever met on the same level idk. she was always in and out of reality when i was growing up and it was impossible to talk to her for a long time and that moment was like the first time i really felt like something changed for us. and we stayed on the floor and i showed her my new brick phone and was saying i liked how when u play music on it u can feel the vibrations in ur hand like its a little animal and i played evil by interpol which was the only song i had on there and we took turns holding it

 

[violetforever]

back to when i was a child and still had an innocent mind and didnt recognize or even understand how full of abuse my life was and always will be. also the first night i ever met and saw ****. i dont think my heart will ever leap like that again until i really see him in person if it ever happens.

 

[eggsausagerice]

i want to watch movies with my friend who moved away again. i want to be lonely with him again, because we had no one else. i want to go back to when we first met and hold onto him as close as possible because i can't handle being stuck with the memories of him now that he's moved on from me and doesn't think about me at all at anymore. i hate that he left and found the community and friends he wanted. i don't want to remember anymore.

i keep thinking back to all the times i spent in the car with him laughing, joking, driving back from the movie theater. he doesn't even care about it anymore. he doesn't even think about it, now that he does it with other people. was it all a waste of time if it's in the past? i can't be in a movie theater anymore because it's full of people that bring someone with them. i can't stand his face or voice if i can only think about it as flashing memories now. everything feels ruined.

 

[Sakura.]

watching Cartoon Network at my grandparent's house while eating lorna-doones,,

Hi, Lain! Have a great day!

 

[LosingFeathers]

I had this huge crush on one of my former best friends. When we got closer, we somtimes lied together and caressed eachother. So one time when we lied next to each other on my bed, we looked into each others eyes, not saying anything for minutes. I normally have this thing, where I can't look into other peoples eyes, but it felt nice looking into her eyes. I know it sounds a bit corny, I was truly happy in that moment tho.

 

[Mrs. T-800]

I mentioned it elsewhere but I did a past life regression after feeling extremely out of place in this life. I turned out I was a young woman alive from 1970 to 1998. I have vivid recollections and opened up precious memories of that life; I was so happy. I was with someone I really adored and we were beginning to plan a future together. Sadly my life was cut short in a car accident in July 1998, so I did not live those things. But I would like to have continued that life. I was an everygirl and I struggled but I was in bliss.

back to when i was a child and still had an innocent mind and didnt recognize or even understand how full of abuse my life was and always will be. also the first night i ever met and saw ****. i dont think my heart will ever leap like that again until i really see him in person if it ever happens.

This is very belated but your icon, ach! Jane ♡ such a charmer

 

[AuraByte]

I think I was 11. I was riding my brand new mountain bike. I was smiling. The weather was warm. The wind was in my hair. I was untouchable. I was free.

I was healthy. And I was happy.

That moment would be nice to revisit.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

Mine is probably when I used to think everything was sunshine and rainbows and when I would go to the lake and watch the sunset while eating tacos

hey thats pretty good

i wanna do that someday

Mine is, front seat of the roller coaster, again

 

[ih34rty0u]

sharing cigarettes with my bsf for the first time. it was a cold, random monday morning in march and we were sitting on a bench near the sea.

 

[Lost Magic]

I know it sounds dramatic but I will like to go back to the 70's when I was not yet born lol

 

[DoomedDarkCircles]

When me and my partner kissed each other for the first time