What's holding you back?

[AUTIST777]

Fear of failing and numbing myself with drugs that give temporary euphoria.

 

[makethepainstop]

Having failed to CTB many times in the past, I am damn well going to do it right.
So I would say I'm researching....

 

[TiredTeacher]

The fear of failing and feeling bad for leaving my responsibilities behind for someone else to deal with.

 

[Phtzzzing]

The fear of death? Fear of pain? Having children, husbands, wives etc? It's not always immediately obvious what is holding us back. I found it heartening to realise that part of it for me is fear of failure. I just thought it was fear of pain. There's more I can do about fear of failure so that was a positive realisation for me. How about you? Also, have you also realised you had fears you didn't think you had?

Waiting on housing for wheelchair bound son...it is proving to be a looooong wait.

 

[want2dienow]

i don't know. there is no definitive answer.

 

[Capsaicin78]

Fear in its purest form.

 

[CTB Dream]

Need good method only. Most method no available need work done hard etc not possible

 

[Lawliet]

my health is what holds me back from everything, mental and physical.

what holds me back from suicide is fear of failure and how it will affect my family.

 

[forgottenrarity]

The fear that it won't work or I'll be revived and live life as a vegetable. Mainly timing is what's holding me back right now. That and the best way to ctb that lowers the chance of being caught.

 

[Life is overrated]

The fear that it won't work or I'll be revived and live life as a vegetable. Mainly timing is what's holding me back right now. That and the best way to ctb that lowers the chance of being caught.

I saw your post on partners megathread. You need to post more so I can dm you and vice versa.

 

[GoldenTicket420]

The fear of death? Fear of pain? Having children, husbands, wives etc? It's not always immediately obvious what is holding us back. I found it heartening to realise that part of it for me is fear of failure. I just thought it was fear of pain. There's more I can do about fear of failure so that was a positive realisation for me. How about you? Also, have you also realised you had fears you didn't think you had?

I'm afraid of fear! Severe anxiety has been with me from childhood and it makes this rather impossible. My one attempt, partial suspension, was def going to work. I drank some, meditated, started smoking a week before, just to calm my nerves. And it was going great for the first 30 seconds! Then….I started feeling the pins and needles from loss of oxygen and couldnt finish! How can someone turn thst off? I really think I need advice from how to acquire "things" online. I've seen some initials listed (N and SN) but unsure how, what, etc?! Any suggestions?!?