What's bothering you right now?

[4g1vvvven]

My own incompetence and weakness coupled with the embarrassment of remembering just how confident I have been in the past.

Maturity has made me appreciate things can always get so much worse and it haunts me no end.

 

[weirdog]

living in this weird reality.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

The girl I like is online on discord again and it shows her playing a game with one other person again. What bothers me is that this is probably another guy so whenever I see this going on I'm basically getting cucked every time.

 

[Professor K]

Not practising piano enough, not being good enough at my work and hobbies and feeling too slow, worthless and untalented.

 

[Ulrich]

My head is empty, I feel nauseous and I want to sleep.

 

[Promised Heaven]

Almost resorted to hurting myself because of minor inconveniences (going to the arcade, almost got canceled). Most likely would of done it if my day plans were ruined. Bothered how could I have resorted to something terrible because of something so small?

Even with the day ending normally I still feel miserable looking back at myself, really embarrassed at my emotions.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Job drought

 

[Unhumanly.]

Mental/communication inability and rotting diseases
And I just want to be at home but I'm pulled away by responsibility

 

[TheShadowQueen]

My BPD diagnosis

 

[Dliena]

Everything at this point honestly.

 

[whywere]

My BPD diagnosis

Right there with you, as when I found out that I have massive BPD, but I have learned overall, how to live and deal with it effectively. Hopefully you will too.

Sending you lots of hugs and love, we are family in arms on this aspect.

Walter

 

[LunarEcho]

How to CTB

 

[Pluto]

 

[Namelesa]

Existence

 

[Gravand]

My inaction, I know that my current job and current situation is unsustainable but I don't know in which direction to head... so I keep going down this path

 

[EternalHunger]

Loneliness in a general sense, but also how much I usually hurt people including my ex; it's just a constant battle in my mind right now so a forum like this where I can talk to people without any risk helps a lot.

 

[KinderEgg]

My inability to make myself do the very clear and obvious things I need to do to fix my life.

 

[CutToRelease]

Still don't have a job still need one.

 

[johnnytsunami667]

Sleeping issues in the last three years caused by neuros

 

[xanthe]

dysphoria mostly its rly been fucking me over recently :/

 

[Lyn]

Each coming day bothers me. Everyday brings another portion of shit.
Especially waking up and realising I need to find gob fast. But it never happens. Days turn Into month. Month turn into.. Yes, it's years already.
So being thrown on the streets bothers me the most, I guess.

Or... Following my protocol and leaving my loved ones behind. That also ....bothers is not an appropriate word here. It provokes unbearable guilt.

 

[4Icarus]

Joint pain and iud pain bad enough that I can't get out of bed without it being excruciating. I sleep in a 8 ft(?) tall loft bed you can only get up by the ladder and a step stool I can reach if I climb over the rail and pass the first rung.

I have to pee so fucking bad.

(Also somehow my liver is. Throbbing. Or the area around it is. Upper right quadrant, just beneath rib interior, like right of the solar plexus. I'm trying really hard to describe this but owie.)

Update: Thank you otc painkillers

 

[MelancholyMagic]

I don't know. But bothered I am.

 

[bleeding_heart_show]

Most things.

 

[Irisse]

I'm supposed to study for an exam in 10 days and yet I'm doing so bad mentally that I just can't. While nothing's going to happen if I fail, I really don't want to repeat the same subject three times in a row. I chose the wrong career in general but there was no good alternative.

 

[Irisse]

Here I am, on an International suicide prevention day, regretting not buying SN while I had the chance. I guess I'm too much of a coward to face a seller from my own country because I do not have good experiences with people of that country and I am terrified of the seller possibly being someone I know.

 

[FoxSauce]

Moslty how am I going to survive

 

[matchalavendercake]

every single thing

 

[Lady_V]

My sister shouldn't have ctb. She had kids, it wasn't right. I am angry at her. She was everything I wasn't. It should have been me.

 

[Lyn]

My stupidity