What would you prefer? To die or to be in a better place?

[Moonicide]

A better place... A part of me will always feel like I was meant to be something more, but so many unfortunate circumstances got in the way of that and now I'm broken. So ctb it is.

 

[Jeannine]

I definitely want to be in a better place, but I'm not sure if I can trudge through it. I've seen the most beautiful parts of life where all is so whole and dreamlike, and I've been truly happy, but that is not often and so, so, painfully little and knowing there is such joy out there makes me want to go more sometimes. So terribly fleeting it is not worth pursuing!

 

[R_N]

Either.

 

[sadgirl2002]

I don't deserve to be in a better place, I'm never going to get there. The pain and misery will follow me no matter where I run. I'd rather be dead.