Because I did well in school with no effort, I was told from a young age I would grow up to be successful, so my goals weren't so much goals as they were things I just expected to happen. Things like getting a scholarship to uni, getting a good job, making lotsa money, you get the drift.
Unfortunately academic ability in primary and secondary school doesn't necessarily continue into third level and I turned out to be just a midwit good at memorising and regurgitating information, but unable to come up with a single original thought or stand out from my peers in any way. Many such cases!
I'm not even just a middling student now but actually totally fucking useless, I struggle to even do the bare minimum. On top of that, I'm also incapable of interacting with people and making friends. My goals now look more like; finally finish a fucking degree after 2 years of wasting time, get some fucking work experience so I have more than "BA in History and Politics" to put on my fucking CV, make A friend (just one friend, seriously), make my parents slightly less disappointed in me).
So far I've accomplished none of them ^_^
