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Are you planning to leave a suicide note ?

  • Yes

    Votes: 126 59.2%
  • No

    Votes: 87 40.8%

  • Total voters
    213
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rllysuper

rllysuper

ready to go
Jan 7, 2025
32
I'm thinking it might be easier to leave a voice memo, mostly because I feel that writing a note(s) is so much more pressure.
 
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eternallyluna

eternallyluna

Member
Dec 24, 2024
31
No, I won't be leaving a note. Before my last (obviously) failed attempt I had planned to record a short video and schedule it to send a few days after.

I set up my phone, started the video, and realized I didn't have anything to say lol.
 
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Q

Quinton Coldwater

Member
Aug 22, 2023
66
I'm toying with the idea of publicly posting my letters on facebook. Will obviously need a dead man's switch to post after I'm gone.

I want all these motherfuckers in my life to see how all the parts fit together.
Hey are you still with us
 
A

arandomname

Member
Nov 19, 2024
46
Likely no note, would like to leave a message for someone I love but not sure if I will yet.
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
104
No, because people around me already know that I've had thoughts of ctb and why. They'll definitely not be happy with it, but I think they'll understand somewhat.
 
loneloser

loneloser

i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
69
Probably not because I suck at putting my thoughts onto paper or finding the right words.
 
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disgustingmale

disgustingmale

Member
Jul 22, 2022
22
No need. Either they will know immediately why I did it, or they will never understand. One note will not change that. I don't really care either. I've got nothing left to say. I've got nothing left to do. I do not care about people. They are unimportant.
 
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crimsonsflower

crimsonsflower

OWN
Feb 4, 2024
10
i've frankly written so many different notes over the years and still can't find the right words to articulate the near constant agony i've been in for years. i've also just kinda gotten to the point where my relationships with people have deteriorated so much that i don't think leaving a note will be useful or worth my time at all. this has been a long time coming and i honestly feel like its going to end up being for the best for the people in my life when i finally go through with it. if they can't get the gist from the remnants of notes prior i've left behind, then to be honest that's a them issue and i don't feel like anyone is owed the effort it would take for me to write a proper "note".
 
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