Discussion What was the worst moment/period of your life?

[Isittimetogonola]

Getting a phone call at 3am, thinking my dad had died. He has been waiting to die for the last 20 years. Only to find out it was my mom. She had a PE and coded. It is normally a 1.5 hr trip to see them. I made in 35 min. I wasn't there when she died. I had so many plans to help her become the woman she was destined to be She was my best friend. Immediately took over as caregiver for my dad. I have never had the time to grieve her. My brother does nothing to help take care of him. He lives with us. I am so empty.

 

[MissNietzsche]

When I found out my boyfriend at the time lied to me, and that he did indeed send those messages to that other girl..

 

[Brick In The Wall]

The counter thread to the happiest moment thread I just posted in. I've got to have that balance so I'll post an excerpt from the other post.

"Now I'm at my lowest point in life. But it can always get worse and it probably will. So I'm sure if I survive much longer I'll look back on today and be like "I remember the good old days."

 

[Woodnote]

When I was a teenager and my mother passed away. My father met a woman, moved her into our home, and she made my life absolute hell. She only lived with us for about 2 years but that was the worst 2 years of my life. I'll never understand how people can love a girlfriend/boyfriend more than their own children.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

When I was a teenager and my mother passed away. My father met a woman, moved her into our home, and she made my life absolute hell. She only lived with us for about 2 years but that was the worst 2 years of my life. I'll never understand how people can love a girlfriend/boyfriend more than their own children.

That exact thing happened to me when I was 21. He moved her in like months after my mom died. Then kicked me out because I wasn't basically willing to treat her like the new mom and act like everything was normal.

 

[MeltingHeart]

from around September 2018, till Now. That was when my severe anxiety and chronic insomnia began that precipitated my breakdown-been downhill ever since, that said it was the entirity of my life, all that had happened to me up until that date that caused it anyway.

 

[Vanity]

Mom dying,dad abusing me,then having to leave country because we were in poverty,all friends at school abandoning me,getting bullied and having the only girl I've ever felt emotional attraction to mocking me to get the attention of a more attractive guy in a different school,who fucked her brains out while she called me a retard.Most of my cousins and relatives abandoning me.Prior to that my grandad beat the fuck out of me for fun,my grandma made me obese.Eventually they stopped talking to me for years.As for everyone else they just left.
I was 10-12 years old

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Worst moment: A dumb fight with childhood best friends that ended our friendship for good and left me isolated to this day
Worst period: autumn 2014 until now

 

[WhyIsLife56]

If I wasn't born I wouldn't have to go through child abuse or suicidal thoughts or depression or anxiety or stomach aches or insomnia...

 

[noctiva]

My life since the 7th of October of 2019. Since then I am dead inside.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Being abused, used, lied to, stolen from, and manipulated but I don't want to say what was the worst thing that ever happened to me because it hurts me so and plus others take advantage of what has happened to me sometimes I wish they suffered everything that I suffered through but that goes against my better nature.

 

[EmptyArms]

The death of my beloved, beautiful, kind, wise, talented only daughter when she was 19 years old. I cant recover from the horror. From the loss. There is no beginning, middle or end to my grief. I mean if you knew me, I look in great shape and youd never know this is what I'm feeling. My house is in order, my make up is on, I'm there for other people, I walk my dog. But I died that day. Theres just no point even talking about it, it makes me feel no better and frankly just horrifies whoever I'm talking to. I cant assimilate this loss into my life.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

All of 2014 where I went thru horrific abuse, the end of 2016 when someone very precious and special died, last November-feb and right now.