What song will you play during your suicide?

[Tac0Johnz]

Hrm maybe Say it Right by Nelly Furtado, I also plan on listening to my playlist of childhood songs from the 00s

 

[Sans]

Here's a good one:

 

[damienlerone03]

right but im revoking your ability to die, sorry not sorry

 

[Forever Sleep]

I want to listen to Tomita's version of Debussy's 'Reverie' shortly before. Such a beautiful piece of music, full of peace and wonder. Also, (spoiler alert!) ironically used in the HBO 'Westworld' series to trigger a murder/ suicide spree:



I think for the actual act though, I'll want to have rain sounds on in the background. I always listen to them going to sleep. Seems appropriate for my last sleep.

 

[OutOfThisBody]

My playlist is all over the place but this is it:

Billy Joel - Tomorrow Is Today
This song was actually adapted from a suicide note Billy Joel wrote before an unsuccessful attempt. It sums up my feelings well and actually kinda advocates for suicide.

Act II: Sugarplum Fairy and Cavalier Pas de Deux · George Balanchine's The Nutcracker
(I know it's kind of cringe to kill yourself to a song from THE NUTCRACKER but this song is so intense and meaningful sounding.)

Ein deutsches Requiem, Op. 45: II. Denn alles Fleisch es ist wie Gras · Sir Simon Rattle · Berliner Philharmoniker · Rundfunkchor Berlin
I found Brahm's Ein Duetches Requiem on a random record while in a record store and hearing its intensity and reading the lyrics it immediately became important to me. This part is movement two, the lyrics sung are from the bible: "All people are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall," I agree with this message and it speaks to me. Eventually everyone withers away.

Enya - Carribean Blue
I love this song, complex harmonies and beautiful rhythm, very peaceful, makes me dream of the next world.

Enya - Afer Ventus
Same as above

Katie Jane Garside - Roadkill
A song about a kid getting run over, chilling, matches my mood.

Ave Maria (Franz Schubert) · Andrea Montepaone · Ensemble Concentus Vocis
Makes me sad and happy at the same time. Makes me excited to ascend.

I Shall Be Released - The Band
About a guy who has spent a long time in jail who is waiting for his release. Relateable.

Alphaville - Forever Young
If you die young you are kind of forever young.

A Whiter Shade of Pale - Procol Harum
Funeral vibes, love the organ, fits my mood.

Real Life - Send me an Angel
Kind of a random inclusion but the desperation of the singer in the chorus for some kind of remedy to his problems is relatable.

Billy Joel - Downeaster Alexa
Again kind of random, but the grim tone and idea that there is no room left for you in the world matches my mood.

 

[CatLove56]

Evanescence seems pretty fitting. She's always had the voice of an angel maybe a depressed angel but an angel nonetheless

 

[hopemeetshopeless]

I fuckin love NiN. Particularly the whole downard spiral album, and the song something I can never have I've considered as my CTB song. But if I had to choose I think I'd still pick these two songs by karnivool played back to back. These two songs lyrics are extremely important to me and I think describe how I think pretty well:

 

[memoriesofyesterday]

It most certainly isn't as popular as the above:

But I want my audience to feel it:

 

[mrpeter]

 

[ladylazarus4]

maybe the path by Lorde. It's not depressing in the slightest but it's the first song of her album "Solar Power" which I listen to when I'm on ketamine. So that song always makes me think of the initial feeling of ketamine, which I enjoy.

 

[Mkeblair]

 

[Umua]

HOME | resonance (432 hz) (slowed + reverb)

 

[Catch-22]

It will be a song from Linkin Park

 

[bitofftoomuch]

darude - sandstorm

 

[singingcrow]

Here's a good one:

I love this answer. might have to be my pick as well

 

[Davey40210]

Anchor, by Novo Amor. Ideally I go during the "Anchor up to me love" part

 

[cali22♡]

If I'm going to commit suicide, I'm not going to make a big deal out of it, I just want my loved ones to sell all my stuff and donate them to an depression organization

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

 

[LondonVillie]

here's the playlist

Had no idea Jeff Buckley covered I know it;s over / brightened my day, I love this song

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I understand that this might be a weird choice of music to play when I finally end it all, but this is a song that I deeply relate to and that feels like a good reflection of my life. It's like it was created with my existence in mind. I sometimes have a hard time relating to others, let alone connecting deeply with things like music, so this song is very special to me. I feel like it's probably the most fitting song to play for when that day finally comes.

Spoiler

 

[cracklingroses]

I listened to "Tomorrow is Today" by Billy Joel during my last attempt.

 

[deadtiffany]

"I Think I'm Gonna Kill Myself" by Waylon Jennings :P

No, I think I'll try and be somewhere as silent as possible. I'd like to be alone and unbothered by anything at all, even music I enjoy, in my last moments.

 

[BetweenRadioStations]

I wouldn't listen to anything

 

[geogaddi_676]

Probably an Echospace ambient playlist, Variant or CV313, to put me in a calm and spacious state of mind.

 

[grungy自殺]

This is one of them



Though not definitive

But it's one that comes to mind for many possible ones

But again this is a good one for me

 

[ShadowedChaos]

I have a whole playlist but one song which wraps up since it was one of the most impactful songs for me. Her Last Words by Courtney Parker.

 

[lv-nii]

maybe this one

 

[willctbsoon]

 

[anopenwound]

This is what I got so far. Doubt I'll need more since I'm gonna use SN.

 

[a_tired_autist]

Highway to hell or Fly little wings.