What other ways to (peacefully) CTB are left in my case?

[HNR_]

- I can't get my hands on NA where I live for obvious reason
- I seemingly can't get nitrogen or another gas canister since, from what I've seen, this stuff's ultra-regulated, only sold to some corpos or whatever for specific things
- Getting SN from DSL is now either impossible or highly risky

I'm so tired of getting my hopes dashed every time I seemingly find the next solution to end my suffering, I've reached a point where I'm considering jumping, even though it's hardly a peaceful way to go out

 

[isthisthingon]

The less peaceful the more SI in my opinion. An attempt to jump has got to be the hardest. I don't see how anyone overcomes that.

 

[bruised_reed]

I'm personally doing the CO method in my car using charcoal.

 

[HNR_]

The CO method's also not an option for me, unfortunately...

The less peaceful the more SI in my opinion. An attempt to jump has got to be the hardest. I don't see how anyone overcomes that.

There comes to a point where I'm getting tired of waiting
How some folks here have been waiting for a couple years is beyond me tbh