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sickofthisht

Member
Jul 2, 2024
39
Just like it says in the title, what are you currently thinking?
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
Nembutal without question if I could get my hands on it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,360
Currently I'm hardly suicidal that's y I don't think about methods all the time. My method of choice is CO with charcoal my alternative is drug/med OD (one from the PPH).
 
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nymb

scumbag
Jun 25, 2024
47
SN, i am just waiting the delivery
 
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sickofthisht

Member
Jul 2, 2024
39
Currently I'm hardly suicidal that's y I don't think about methods all the time. My method of choice is CO with charcoal my alternative is drug/med OD (one from the PPH).
This is what I'm thinking, it's just the set up is a pain in the arse and the waiting for the charcoal and that, would be so good if you could just get a co machine to take somewhere in the car with you
same here twin
I really wish could get this stuff in UK
 
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AngelTears

AngelTears

Last Days
Jun 10, 2023
63
Finna drink 3 grams of methadone
 
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Buh-bye!

jkfajsd
Jan 10, 2024
372
night night for now
 
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Nefer

Nefer

🕳
Mar 22, 2023
37
Jumping
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,360
This is what I'm thinking, it's just the set up is a pain in the arse and the waiting for the charcoal and that, would be so good if you could just get a co machine to take somewhere in the car with you
Well, depending on where you live you might be able to acquire a CO cylinder (like N2).


If yo

u don't mind me asking, what is night night
 
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Jul24

Member
Jul 1, 2024
6
I have settled for VSED.
Long, painful and high risk of failure, but I feel determined.
 
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teniralc21

Member
Nov 18, 2023
20
Nembutal if I can get it.
 
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Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
Full suspension hanging.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
Sn is the only thing i can have hands on. There is no ideal thing
 
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Gone soon

Gone soon

Guy who likes wearing womens' clothes
Jun 11, 2024
169
Gun shot into my head
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
100% CO by means of charcoal in a tent. If Nembutal was available and there was no legal risk in obtaining it, sure, I'd choose N. But, I'm living in the real world and N is impossible, or nearly impossible, to obtain. So, I'll stick with the realistic option.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
Very lethal psych drug OD, plus taking painkillers and stomach meds to go more peacefully.
 
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Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
Waiting on delivery of SN
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Probably fentanyl or sodium pentobarbital (nembutal) but IV, not drank or tablets.

Mixed with a second method like CO or H2S though for reliability.

Who knows though, it changes year on year what I think is best.

Definitely not a drink though, something reliable.
 
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StalkedByDeath

StalkedByDeath

Borderline Personality Disorder
Sep 5, 2019
79
I'm not currently suicidal, but have been chronically suicidal since 9 yo.

Absolute preferred method would be nembutal or an opioid OD.

Realistically, I have SN from a bit under a year ago. It'll be there for me the day I decide to go.

Partial is also nice (I've passed out within seconds a few times), but I always end up losing pressure after passing out so I needed an absolute: SN.
 
M3lancholia

M3lancholia

Hold my hand. Close your eyes 💕
Jun 28, 2024
53
I have everything ready for SN - currently on a Section 2 but it's all ready for when I get out 😀
 
slamjoetry

slamjoetry

Nobody likes you when you're 23
Apr 19, 2024
101
Shotgun
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Sn if I get the balls to go through with it
 
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failure383

Student
Jul 2, 2024
103
Jumping in front of a high-speed train. I'm fairly set with this.
 
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souleater

Member
Jul 2, 2024
11
Night night or inert gas
 
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dazed.daydreamer

Member
Jun 26, 2024
68
Hanging—it's the quickest and most successful method I have easy access to, with less chance of traumatizing others in the process. I mean walking in on a hanging body isn't great, but at least it's not super gorey
 
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