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Bitch With An Apple

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
256
N, ligature or inert gas are the only ways I want to go. Even with opiates the initial rush when you know you've overdosed is terrifying.

My fantasy is deliberately giving myself nitrogen narcosis from diving too quickly... but the ocean/deep bodies of water are scary and I don't know how to dive :ahhha:

Anything else is out. And I'm afraid of ligature going wrong, but it's my escape valve for now.
 
rawr

rawr

New Member
Feb 18, 2026
4
Cant get gun.
I would just quickly take a gun from a police officer and then kill myself with it but that's just something I can keep dreaming about.

Unlike other people id love to have my body unrecognizable, that rules out SN.
I'd probably love jumping from electrical tower and then just get left there to rot & get eaten by animals or something
 
MeSauce

MeSauce

Bored of Life.
Jun 1, 2023
126
VSED and Suicide by Cop. VSED seems unbearably agonizing and Suicide by Cop just traumatizes another human just doing their job.
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,542
Hanging? I tried and failed.
Same. I'm coping by telling myself my current partial setup works. It's cut off blood flow pretty powerfully in my practice attempts. But having the guts to go all the way unconscious is a big ask. Kate Spade, Robin Williams, show me the way!
 
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decafcheeseburger

Member
Jan 31, 2026
26
Same. I'm coping by telling myself my current partial setup works. It's cut off blood flow pretty powerfully in my practice attempts. But having the guts to go all the way unconscious is a big ask. Kate Spad, Robin Williams, show me the way!
I tried doing partial hanging this Monday morning and woke up pretty much instantly after LOC. Think my position wasn't optimal..
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,542
I tried doing partial hanging this Monday morning and woke up pretty much instantly after LOC. Think my position wasn't optimal..
I fear I'll stand up after LOC if I'm kneeling. OTOH, kneeling has worked and I've never hit the sweet spot as well as I hit it yesterday.
 
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DungEater

DungEater

Member
Mar 10, 2026
37
Self immolation, cutting and drowning is out of the question for me, all seem like horrible ways to go and cutting's mental block is too strong for me
 
theDunce

theDunce

Member
Feb 18, 2026
25
Burning alive is real bad. I probably couldn't jump either. So it's hanging or a bullet to the head most likely.
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
2,054
Besides the non methods (and anything that could foreseeably go in there), I'd not want to hang because putting one's weight on a rope with just one's neck seems painful. And once started, undoing is complex if even possible at that point.
 

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