what method is 100% out of the question for you?

[Bitch With An Apple]

N, ligature or inert gas are the only ways I want to go. Even with opiates the initial rush when you know you've overdosed is terrifying.

My fantasy is deliberately giving myself nitrogen narcosis from diving too quickly... but the ocean/deep bodies of water are scary and I don't know how to dive

Anything else is out. And I'm afraid of ligature going wrong, but it's my escape valve for now.

 

[rawr]

Cant get gun.
I would just quickly take a gun from a police officer and then kill myself with it but that's just something I can keep dreaming about.

Unlike other people id love to have my body unrecognizable, that rules out SN.
I'd probably love jumping from electrical tower and then just get left there to rot & get eaten by animals or something

 

[MeSauce]

VSED and Suicide by Cop. VSED seems unbearably agonizing and Suicide by Cop just traumatizes another human just doing their job.

 

[decafcheeseburger]

Hanging? I tried and failed.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Hanging? I tried and failed.

Same. I'm coping by telling myself my current partial setup works. It's cut off blood flow pretty powerfully in my practice attempts. But having the guts to go all the way unconscious is a big ask. Kate Spade, Robin Williams, show me the way!

 

[Pryras]

Train or Immolation is in the never category

 

[decafcheeseburger]

Same. I'm coping by telling myself my current partial setup works. It's cut off blood flow pretty powerfully in my practice attempts. But having the guts to go all the way unconscious is a big ask. Kate Spad, Robin Williams, show me the way!

I tried doing partial hanging this Monday morning and woke up pretty much instantly after LOC. Think my position wasn't optimal..

 

[dewdfish]

Cutting. Self immolation. Drowning.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I tried doing partial hanging this Monday morning and woke up pretty much instantly after LOC. Think my position wasn't optimal..

I fear I'll stand up after LOC if I'm kneeling. OTOH, kneeling has worked and I've never hit the sweet spot as well as I hit it yesterday.

 

[DungEater]

Self immolation, cutting and drowning is out of the question for me, all seem like horrible ways to go and cutting's mental block is too strong for me

 

[theDunce]

Burning alive is real bad. I probably couldn't jump either. So it's hanging or a bullet to the head most likely.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Besides the non methods (and anything that could foreseeably go in there), I'd not want to hang because putting one's weight on a rope with just one's neck seems painful. And once started, undoing is complex if even possible at that point.

 

[Sunn Rowan]

[Hidden content]

Omori fan, damn, i just want to see this hidden content

 

[KristineMC]

Gun, because there's realistically a 0% chance I can get access to one.
Drowning (long and painful)
That and ODing on medication. Tried that once and ended up with thankfully minor, but permanent damage. (I was stupid, impulsive, and did no research. Not making that mistake again.)

 

[EmptyBottle]

Come to think of it, if availability was a concern (keep in mind that non methods aren't for me either):

• The 3 N's (Nembutal, Nitrogen, Nitazene) - Nembutal too challenging to find, Nitrogen (and other inert gases) are kinda expensive and BOC wants drivers license, and Nitazene (and other strong drugs) involve drug dealers. Otherwise they're candidates.
• Guns - Needs a license which can be challenging to get, and costly (otherwise candidates too, but aiming errors won't be fun)
• SN/KN/Experimental benzocaine - Costs, involves detectable delivery (ppl asking about package... concerned that unknown chemicals are even ordered) and possible pain (read @2ndme's 'I feel regretful' post if u don't believe me)
• Hanging - Same reason as before, those seconds or minutes of a rope on one's neck isn't for me (in case of pain / regret). Did I mention the amount of failed hangings here?

What isn't out of the question are certain things I read from the 5LA (2015) and SaSu, that can be done DIY with already available materials (being vague here coz it's off topic)

This is an update to the previous version of my post, more complete.

Rule of thumb: if it's paid, potentially painful, or a SaSu non-method, it's not for me.

 

[heiwa2]

What isn't out of the question are certain things I read from the 5LA (2015) and SaSu, that can be done DIY with already available materials (being vague here coz it's off topic)

Can you share the things you read

 

[dirkw83]

full suspension hanging, I've never really gotten close it's just too scary to me. The full weight that bears down on your neck is absolutely insane.

 

[mushi_tamago]

Hanging. My neck is too sensitive of an area for me and I'm not smart enough to plan it where it will work. Or execute it.

Overdose. Because it literally doesn't work.

Anything else is

Same. Plus, the given the very high likelihood that I'd do it wrong I would also have a huge headache and become a veggie bc I won't be unable to undo the knot but I WILL flail around enough to alert others. I hate headaches.

And of course, I don't want to be found and stopped and on top of that, even if I hate the people who will find me I don't want to scar them for life. Life has already fucked them up and that's where all the trouble began.

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Full suspension hanging. Can't stand the thought of dropping and not breaking my neck and then suffocating. Partial is the only way I'd hang.

Also, not sure i could ever jump from a building/bridge. Not that i don't like the idea, if it's high enough, i just don't have the gonads to do that!

 

[LaetumCat]

Drowning. Water's scary to me...

 

[Mgelanie]

N, ligature or inert gas are the only ways I want to go. Even with opiates the initial rush when you know you've overdosed is terrifying.

My fantasy is deliberately giving myself nitrogen narcosis from diving too quickly... but the ocean/deep bodies of water are scary and I don't know how to dive

Anything else is out. And I'm afraid of ligature going wrong, but it's my escape valve for now.

Wrist cutting

 

[Misery99]

Self immolation... There's no way which I would ever want to try it. I don't know why people even do it to themselves in the first place. Probably because of feeling too desperate to die. Being burned alive is probably the worst pain a human could feel. Other methods are not necessary painless too but self immolation itself is in a whole different kind of level when it comes to pain.

 

[HopelessScientist]

i would never do... well, let me see... hmm... i mean there's plenty of methods i'm extremely scared of.
and there's many methods that need extreme preparation and extreme research, if you don't wanna fail with it.

i don't think i would ever jump in the ocean because one (out of many) fears of mine is to become famous after i die because they can't find my body while it's in the ocean.
i've seen that shit before, people becoming famous for sometimes MONTHS after their sucide because the person gets reported missing,
meanwhile their body is floating in the river.

some would say "what do i care, i'm dead"... well, i do care.

some can't see the logical reason for caring after you die, but there's plenty of logic to it, if you take the morals into consideration.
that's also why i'm scared to jump from a building in the city out of fear of accidentally hitting some innocent person.
disclaimer before posting: i'm on 3 hours of sleep, so there might be typos or missing words in some sentences lol.

Bleeding out/ stabbing
(hard to execute, sounds painful)
Jumping in front of a train
Jumping from a tall building (I don't want to traumatise many people)
Ineffective overdoses.
Drowning (if conscious)
Anything slow and painful.

 

[meowzers3276]

one that immediately comes to mind is slitting my wrist-- i've done SH that way for years, not to an incredibly extreme degree beyond stitches once but i just can't imagine being able to open myself up and bleed out.

 

[Arlowantsushi]

bleeding out mostly cause i dont want anyone to find me like that. anything to do with fire is a no cuz im very afraid of that lol. Id like to say id be willing to jump or hang but i feel like id chicken out in fear of the pain.

 

[SDB]

I should be an example of what NOT to do - jumping is the worst possible method.

Why is that?

 

[Fadenself00_]

Anything with a direct risk of harming others

 

[sugarcoat]

slashing wrists since it barely is ever successful and an unessecery amount of pain

id like to do carbon monoxide
but that's a lot of oilnand that's expensive I dont want to waste my dads gas

 

[inconclusivesorbet]

Shooting myself (I can't legally access a firearm,) and maybe burning myself alive

 

[fightclub17]

Why is that?

Low mortality and high chance of lifelong injuries/disability.