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Which mental illnesses have you been diagnosed with? (Please no self diagnosed answers)


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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
I picked out the most diagnosed and known mental health disorders in the field and I'm wondering how many people have officially been diagnosed with some of these disorders.
(Please no self diagnoses here)
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,523
PTSD since I was a child. Watching your uncle try to kill your father will do that.

OCD since I was about 12. I got group and individual therapy for it in high school and it did help tone it down. It's more background noise now, it doesn't control me but it will never completely go away.

Bipolar II since my early 20s, SNRI medication triggered my first manic episode and I was put on mood stabilizers. I've been relatively stable for the past ~10 years. When I do have episodes, I get ultradian/ultra-rapid cycling and can go through mood shifts within days or weeks.
 
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Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
103
Persistent depressive disorder.

Less symptoms than major depressive disorder but harder to treat.
 
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_Vasa&Me_

_Vasa&Me_

My duck is bigger than ur duck
Nov 27, 2025
42
No OCD 😭 (thats the only one I know I have for sure, I refuse to self-diagnose for depression and some others)
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
125
MDD, diagnosed about a month after being abruptly broken up with by my ex-girlfriend. This isn't quite a condition, but that event was shocking enough that it triggered psychosis on top of that, which was... Fun.
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
288
None!
 
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Tobacco

Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
242
Schizophrenia.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it...

As you can imagine it's not something that you just can say to people what you have.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
Didn't expect so many people with eating disorders tbh...
 
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Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Student
Jan 4, 2026
102
Including autism would've been interesting. I think autism is a risk factor for suicide mostly due to social isolation
 
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BillyBob

BillyBob

Student
Jun 14, 2018
192
Major Depressive disorder
Anorexia Nervosa
Autism

Out of the 3, the eating disorder is the worst. I just want to die soon from it.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
I have MDD, BPD , Scizoaffective disorder, bulimia, GAD,C-PTSD,and substance abuse disorder
 
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february flyer

february flyer

jesus is in my body but my body has let me down
Jan 5, 2026
6
MDD, GAD, ASD, and ADHD.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,339
Persistent Depressive Disorder
Major Depressive Disorder (for that two scoops of depression goodness!)
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (though this is co-morbid with my depression and goes away if my depression is under control)
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ā‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
670
I'm wondering how many people have officially been diagnosed with some of these disorders.
(Please no self diagnoses here)
Are "medical recognizations" allowed? I could get diagnosed but me and my therapist have agreed to keep some things off my record for safety reasons.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
Are "medical recognizations" allowed? I could get diagnosed but me and my therapist have agreed to keep some things off my record for safety reasons.
I'm leaving it specifically to diagnosed by a psychiatrist...
 
NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ā‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
670
I'm leaving it specifically to diagnosed by a psychiatrist...
So, to just clarify because I realized that I was vaguešŸ˜…:

If someone is in active treatment for a mental disorder by a professional that can legally diagnose in their area, and the professional agrees that this person has these disorders, but has agreed to not officially diagnose due to multiple safety issues, is that not allowed?

It's alright if not, I just don't see the difference myself /gen
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
So, to just clarify because I realized that I was vaguešŸ˜…:

If someone is in active treatment for a mental disorder by a professional that can legally diagnose in their area, and the professional agrees that this person has these disorders, but has agreed to not officially diagnose due to multiple safety issues, is that not allowed?

It's alright if not, I just don't see the difference myself /gen
Ok now that you clarify, sure šŸ˜…. I've just never heard of it ever being a safety issue to diagnose someone .
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
218
Officially (I guess) I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, but I think it was preliminary diagnosis. That's why I want to try therapy once again to clarify.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ā‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
670
Ok now that you clarify, sure šŸ˜…. I've just never heard of it ever being a safety issue to diagnose someone .
It's no biggie! Safety issues vary by location and marginalization. There are multiple for me, but right now it's mostly to make sure insurance doesn't prevent access to gender affirming care and stuff šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø

The ones I have medically recognized from the poll list are BPD, GAD, an ED, and (C)PTSD. GAD is the only one of these listed on my record, but I'll probably get (C)PTSD diagnosed sooner than later for better support access!
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,983
It's no biggie! Safety issues vary by location and marginalization. There are multiple for me, but right now it's mostly to make insurance doesn't prevent access to gender affirming care and stuff šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
I just switched to diy hrt , they can't stop you lol. But I get it ...
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ā‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
670
I just switched to diy hrt , they can't stop you lol. But I get it ...
Oof, I wish I could afford the out of pocket lab tests because I'd so do that too 😭
 
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powersurge&achilles

Labels are indoctrination
Mar 2, 2024
24
Schizophrenia.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it...

As you can imagine it's not something that you just can say to people what you have.
It is the worst man. People think you're off when just trying to talk about certain things.
 
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Deepdense

Deepdense

Student
Dec 30, 2025
125
PTSD, treatment resistant depression, undiagnosed psychosis (undiagnosed in the sense that the root cause wasn't discovered), and ASPD.
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (ļ½€ćƒ»Ļ‰ćƒ»Ā“)
Jan 22, 2025
217
Recently got my official Schizophrenia diagnosis. It's a difficult thing to come to terms with >w< On one hand it totally makes sense to me and I see myself in the diagnosis, on the other its motherfucking schizophrenia!!! T-T It feels so surreal. Half the time I accept it, and the other half I feel like I'm gaslighting myself into thinking I tricked the doctors ._. It's a weird place to be
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast (2006-2026???)
Mar 15, 2025
504
Autism, Schizoaffective Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Bipolar II, Clinical Depression (before bipolar diagnosis), Social Anxiety, General Anxiety, ADHD, Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. Just artificial labels to describe my behavior or ways of thinking that defy cultural values.
 
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wordsoutb4sumnelsin

Member
Dec 7, 2025
76
Counselor here has to mention how diagnoses/diagnosing is HIGHLY tied to the insurance INDUSTRY. Capitalized to emphasize industrialization of mental health. Even when the term behavioral health is used, that also has reasons/factors.

This could be like a whole thesis, but point being there are plenty reasons why mental health treatment has only been going up. Need going up.
Plenty of focus on individualization. Individual responsibility.
Hell, the whole pharmaceutical industry is another layer. Power and money mean so much. Though everything is ultimately products of humans being human...

There's a reason I have always started first sessions by clarifying that insurance requires diagnosing, and thus will simply need to happen.

Oh and of course me getting to thinking about death got to get me having family needing to claim that I must clearly be depressed and pushing for me to get evaluated. Fuck that, I know plenty well about psych wards. I know plenty well of not being able to talk about these things, unfortunately outside of a fucking online forum...
 
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Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
242
Recently got my official Schizophrenia diagnosis. It's a difficult thing to come to terms with >w< On one hand it totally makes sense to me and I see myself in the diagnosis, on the other its motherfucking schizophrenia!!! T-T It feels so surreal. Half the time I accept it, and the other half I feel like I'm gaslighting myself into thinking I tricked the doctors ._. It's a weird place to be
I struggle a lot with acceptance since I got my diagnosis.
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
Depression, GAD, social anxiety, cptsd (not diagnosed but I think I have it).
 

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