There was one psychiatric diarrhea shit, I don't remember it's name right now, was it seroquel or something else, there were so many. But trying to get clean from it was hell, but I told myself that either I die trying or get clean. It was really awful three days and I felt like dying and the withdrawal effects were terrible, but I got clean. Because no pill is the master of me. I refuse to be a slave to any pill or tablet. (except for computer tablets).
Another shit made me really lovesick for my friend. Yes, it made me really emotional and I wanted to confess my ever dying love to a person who I didn't even love before. Fucking psychiatrists dirty diapers change my sexuality. This is why I don't believe anyone is all hetero or all gay, because if a pill can make me lust after a person who I never cared about before... Well, fuck that pill. Fucking love potions should be banned.
Then there was one that made me aggressive. Worse than a billion litres of steroids. If anyone is ever suddenly very aggressive for no reason, blame psychiatrists.
Another drug made me laugh madly just like Joker did in the movie. I'd just laugh, I wasn't happy, it was like someone pointed a gun at me and told me to laugh. Of course the retarded mother was all "Omg, you're so happy, you should take it forever!" not seeing anything creepy in a person taking a pill and an hour later laughing madly at walls. If my kid took a pill and suddenly started to laugh a creepy joyless laugh at walls, floors, ceilings, anything, I'd be very fucking furious.
Has anyone ever heard of a psychiatrist who took their own pills? Yeah, me neither. There are those who dominate and those who submit. Psychiatrists love getting submissive patients and dominating them. No one who is submissive should ever meet a psychiatrist. Naive, trusting people are the wet dreams of them. Only meet psychologists and personal assistants and social workers and psychophysiologists, they can actually help and see you as a person instead of a toy. If you ever meet a psychiatrists who is submissive and takes their own meds, I want to personally meet them, because it's like meeting a real santa claus.
AND A REMINDER TO ALL ASPERGERS AND AUTISTS! I have told this before and I'll tell this again. I was told by an actual asperger specialist that aspergers and autists are often really sensitive to meds (just like they are often sensitive to hearing or light or touch or other things) and thus most aspergers and autists should only take half an amount of any meds. Doctors and psychiatrists don't know about it, unless they are really experienced experts on autism and asperger. Of course it can be the other way, maybe you are really insensitive to a certain thing and thus need it double the normal amount. So always start with half an amount of any medicine, and go up if it's not working.
There was however one thing that helped me to sleep, but of course it made my mouth dry and made me sleepy during the day so it wasn't all that good.
I really wish it was possible to meet a psychologist and get disability money without psychiatrists.
Also, fuck any system that forces trans people to be slave to psychiatrists. You'd think that for example, a 50 year old person would know their gender better than a 23 year old who has known that guy for ten minutes. (I'm not 50, just an example).
