What makes life bearable for you?

[Rocky M]

Playing piano

 

[TheLastStraw]

Good food and drugs, and I had to quit the drugs to avoid the negative half of it

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Game and movies. Only choice I have too.

 

[SoLost]

Sleep. Sleeping is one of the only few things left I still enjoy.. Every night I go to sleep hoping to never wake up again. Waking up is so depressing for me. If I'm awake then the only thing I like to do is eat, I'm tired of everything else.

 

[262653]

Low impact cardio, erotics, a few videogames, black/death metal bootlegs from late 90s.
But the main reason is no need to work or do chores for a living because relatives do that for me.

 

[MAIO]

Life has always been bearable for me, I could survive the rest of my life pretty easily. I just think death would be better.

 

[Malice1]

Porn. That is all. Nothing else gives me pleasures.

Cherish that. Its a great pleasure. Used to be my only. I probably wouldn't ctb if i could still enjoy it.

 

[El Topo]

Cherish that. Its a great pleasure. Used to be my only. I probably wouldn't ctb if i could still enjoy it.

lol sorry but this is made me laugh. You sound like a wise elder giving advice to a student.

"Porn is a great thing, young one. You were not alive during the Dark Age, when there was no porn. Now that there is porn, man is happy. Cherish it. It is a great pleasure. But only use it for good."

 

[Imaginos]

Not a god damn thing, frankly. All I have are a few empty distractions, but they certainly don't make life bearable in any way, shape or form. Too infrequent, with too little efficacy. Sleep is basically Russian roulette. It's great and all if I can have some nice dreams while I'm asleep (better yet if I have none at al), but nightmares can make it the worst thing in the world. The kind I get are always deeply disturbing and leave me with a throbbing headache upon waking. Thankfully though, nightmares are pretty rare for me. Be that as it may, waking up in general tends to make me feel at least somewhat awful, even on a normal night, so the cost always outweighs the benefit. It's all just a series of dead ends, I'm afraid.

 

[CantGoOn]

Nothing

 

[war-is-lost]

Sleep and surfing suicidal websites. It's not really bearable but it would have to do as my date is 2.5 weeks away and I need to engage in escapism as much as I could.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

Escapism in the form of fiction is a decent way to pass the time. My pain control medications help, although the alleviation of the physical pain is not what does the trick; rather, they leave me so messed up that I do not dwell on my situation much. It's easier to suspend disbelief and envision a scenario in which I am loved and wanted around when I am under some kind of chemical trance.

If sufficiently doped up, I can entertain a fantasy wherein I get to hold someone, someone who will hold me back, before I die.

Much of my endurance is in realizing the things I have to do before I can Catch the Bus.

 

[YaYaDr]

There were certain distractions that I previously indulged in which I can no longer partake in anymore. When I look back, all I think about is how I wasted my time on those things when all they only did was help me cover up my depression.

These days I spend a lot of my time watching YouTube videos on atheism as it suits my rather contemplative/philosophical mood as what I anticipate to be the end of my life draws near. Other than that, I watch the occasional K-drama, play my piano, and read. It helps kill the time before I get to kill myself.