What keeps you alive....

[Kusogaki]

Piano

 

[kunikuzushi]

waiting for the next metal show I go to (just have to wait until october for two shows then maybe dead. I always plan to kill myself in Novembers)

 

[SpamMusubi]

Raising Canes caniac combo w a sweet tea

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I can't access any ctb methods and, even if I could, the risk of a failed suicide attempt scares me. If I end up failing a suicide attempt and deal with a lower quality of life due to it, it would have been better if I had never attempted in the first place. That said, recently, I've been growing more and more desperate to want to kill myself despite the risks so the only reason why I'm alive right now is because I can't access any suicide methods

 

[Bleneviola]

The thought of how my parents will take it. They've been so kind to me always, they don't deserve to suffer that way.

 

[Lost Magic]

those little moments of bliss and tranquility that I seldom get anymore. When those moments fade, then so will I.

 

[ADBoy777]

For me it's kind of Perfectionism. I won't be able to commit unless everything is going according to my plans.

I'm just too scared to fail and make it even more hard for myself so I wanna be sure I did my best

 

[dreamcatcher90]

Just lack of proper source to ctb methods. And being afraid to fail.

 

[Rhymester]

My friend and my mum.

 

[etherealspring]

being a total pussy lol. im so useless i cant even just go and die it's pathetic

 

[happynot]

being a total pussy lol. im so useless i cant even just go and die it's pathetic

Don't be so hard on yourself I am a pussy as well!

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I know this isn't healthy but having someone there helped immensely for me. I don't even need to talk about things, just being around them was enough. Naturally, though, it never lasts long. I get too clingy and drive people away

 

[Sover]

Nothing besides the fact I cant get a gun.

 

[UnluckyBastard]

In your darkest hours what keeps you going? Does it go away? Summer time is worse ithink

I have no clue. I just let emotions pass. I don't have a coping mechanism anymore. I want it to fucking stop but I can't pull the trigger.

 

[PixelPlant]

video games but temporary

 

[LittleMoose]

My two dogs, my mom, and my fear of death. Though I tell myself that my dogs and mom can have each other, and I'm starting to come more at peace with death.

 

[iloveduster]

Lack of resources and SI

 

[ham and potatoes]

The pain my death would inflict on my family is what keeps me going.
I'm close with my parents and brother, and i dont want to put them through the loss of a child, or the loss of their only sibling.
I'm not really afraid of death, and Ive got the means to do it.
i just don't want to pass my suffering onto them.

 

[coked_pigeon]

Drugs and delusions, not to mention that pesky survival instinct.