TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
232
Only a child, but that's wained, so nothing. Just paid for prearranged cremation and only have a few more items to sort. Taking longer than planned June time, but all pension paperwork has to be finalized so spouse can receive easily afterwards. Hopefully they'll be done processing in a few more weeks.
 
Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
773
I don't have much left to live for, quite honestly. I'd rather be dead than struggling the rest of my life.
 
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sadmachine

sadmachine

Member
Jul 15, 2022
9
I keep looking for a reason to live in media or philosophy but I can't find any, maybe I really am chemically depressed and thus biased towards a negative point of view but I can't see for example why Sisyphus would be happy pushing that boulder, I feel like I'm pushing this boulder everyday and I don't see the point in it at least I can rest if I'm dead
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
My dog Amber...all the people I know hate me bc of my lack of social skills and other stuff but Amber doesn't care, she just keeps loving me no matter what so I'd feel guilty leaving her behind. Like what if she wonders where I am when I'm gone? I've heard of pets looking around for their owners when the owners die and thats rlly sad and I wouldn't want Amber to do that ):
 
Bartzabel666

Bartzabel666

Member
Jul 5, 2022
81
Well, I'm kinda thinking of sitting around for a few good months (or years even) depending on how I feel playing some good games, watching movies/tv shows, doing some reading, spending time w/ friends etc. before ODing on SN rather just just ending it ASAP. Also woulda have liked to wait till my parents pass so it doesn't upset them but I'm sick n' tired of waiting around on people and I'm smart enough to know it still won't ultimately matter to anyone in the end since everyone is eventually gonna stop waking up anyways. I'll stick around till I just plain no longer feel like it. Plain n' simple.
 
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timetosleep

Member
Feb 19, 2019
61
I don't have one at the moment, but am trying to find one.
 

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