Discussion What is your addiction?

[Kaczka86]

People, drugs, food, work. Everything. Is there something you're addicted to? Do you know why?

I'm addicted to popping my acne. I love to squeeze it till it starts to bleed. It's not that I want to do it...For example, I'm just sitting and watching video and my hand wander to my face on it's own. Or my back. Or chest. I think the feeling of relief after popping pimple made me addicted to it.

 

[Squiddy]

Cutting. It helps me cope with life, though I haven't done it in awhile

 

[Mizzmini45]

Xanax n alcohol

 

[Root]

Cutting. It helps me cope with life, though I haven't done it in awhile

Same. And burning myself with matches. I didn't cut myself for over a year but some time ago I started doing it again. I'm really ashamed about it, but it just feels so good.

 

[Squiddy]

Same. And burning myself with matches. I didn't cut myself for over a year but some time ago I started doing it again. I'm really ashamed about it, but it just feels so good.

Yeah it does feel good

 

[FullyUnplugged]

YouTube. Drugs

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Cutting myself, alcohol, and cigarettes.

 

[6ixxy]

Music, cigarettes & as my mental state has gotten worse, drugs. Anything to take me away from mental torment that I go through on a day to day basis.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Cigarettes

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Porn coffee alcohol anf music

 

[siray]

Deep contemplation after smoking hashish

 

[BPD Barbie]

Food, cutting, sleep, energy drinks.

 

[WelcomingPain]

Pain. Both emotional and physical. Idk why. I mean, physical pain releases endorphins, which is good, but emotional pain is just painful, right? To me, a broken heart can feel good at times. I guess I like that feeling of pressure on my chest and a pit in my stomach. Sometimes it distracts me from the world.

 

[Trisolaris]

Cigarettes

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Xanax. I used to be hooked on a lot of other drugs but I just can't afford them all now.

 

[k75]

Sex. My anhedonia finally reached the point where sex was the only thing that I could still feel at all. But now I've pretty much lost that too, and I'm freaking out, because there isn't much left and I don't know what to do now. Pleasure barely registers, but there's still pain. If I'm not careful, that may become my new addiction. I just crave feeling.

 

[mediocre]

I had an addiction to coca cola it's destroyed my insides and my teeth.

 

[Despondent]

YouTube, weed, and cutting

 

[Kaczka86]

I had an addiction to coca cola it's destroyed my insides and my teeth.

My mom buys liters of this. I'm kind of grateful, tho. Because of her I'm sick of it and I don't drink that much.

 

[mathieu]

Just cigarettes.

 

[BlessedOffal]

Sugar. Every meal, sugar. Chocolate instead of dinner. Cookies for lunch.

I've come to my senses and removed it from my diet. I accept it's a luxury I'm ill equipped to deal with. Fuck the societal norms that come with ingesting poison at every occasion.

 

[The Hunter]

Vodka, but my parents swore to get me out of the house if I drink again. what's the problem guys? I just want to get drunk, listen to music and watch videos on youtube and play battlefield.

 

[goldenrods]

my ex

 

[JustAnotherSuicider]

I am addicted to being unproductive and worthless.

 

[Phinleh]

Nicotine and starving myself.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I had an addiction to coca cola it's destroyed my insides and my teeth.

Coca cola is a very nasty beverage. It damaged my teeth as well when I was a kid. Did you drink regular type or zero sugar?

 

[mediocre]

Coca cola is a very nasty beverage. It damaged my teeth as well when I was a kid. Did you drink regular type or zero sugar?

The regular type which has about 30g of sugar per can. I used to drink at least 3 a day so I was ingesting close to 100g of sugar a day. No wonder I have so many health problems now.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I've got a very addictive personality type. So pretty much anything and everything that isn't good for you.

 

[PwincessStepford]

Food. I've done everything from fasting for 10 days to pumping my own stomach..all because I can't stop my diagnosis of BED. I loathe myself, and I want to punish myself by eating copious amounts of food.

 

[not4us]

Nicotine + alcohol