Venting What is wrong with me

[wasteandvoid]

Im so fucking alone and i just wanna know what its like to be normal and not a golem waste of space nothing makes sense anymore

Why was nothing ever started that was real

I just fucking hate myself i hate that i cant fucking connect to people cant fucking talk to them be accepted by them i dont fucking understand how people do it

I hate how i act, how i think, how i talk to people, the way i percieve the world, what i do, what i like, the way i understand everying

Im so worthless im nothing

Everything about me is low quality trash

Im forced to watch behind a glass wall, other people being happy, normal, having the ability to be social and not get rejected by everyone they talk to for how they are.

I am flawed to my core I hate myself for how valueless I am

I exist but I cant have the good things in life other people do like its nothing

 

[n031]

I feel you, hope we can die soon