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Tmaista

Tmaista

Suicide, if you ever try to let go
Jan 16, 2021
3
Being Alive
Trying. Over and over. Giving everything I've got to better myself or change my situation or make myself "better," only to fall and fail miserably. And never having learned my lesson time after time. :meh:
I can relate. I'm sorry
 
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profoundexperience

profoundexperience

You can feel the punishment but you cant commit ts
Jun 29, 2020
436
How, in the system we have, people need to constantly cheat & manipulate others to gain an "advantage".
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
The physical and mental pain that in, knowing it would never get better, wanting so bad to end it all and not having a way to do it. Constant torture. Like being in a prison cell made up by my mind.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
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Crusader

● I do not live ● ● I exist ●
Mar 6, 2021
193
Wake up every morning.
 
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Prosthetics

Matefeedkillrepeat
Jan 11, 2021
7
Working
 
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inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
Obsessing over calories and my weight 24/7
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
Right now, the worst thing about being alive is being alive. All of it. The pain, the heartache, the suffering, absolutely everything.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
Everything. The suffering, the pain, disease, trauma, abuse... I just want peace
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
Having to remember and relive all my cringe moments from the years I wasted being a junkie.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Having to remember and relive all my cringe moments from the years I wasted being a junkie.
Right there with you booray, l was a Heroin and Crack(Snowball) addict for many years until l ran out of veins and had to seek help,now I'm on 53mls of methadone daily down from 120mls.
Being alone. Not having someone to share my life with.
I feel the same way.
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
Living for years with anhedonia (inability to feel pleasure from anything) is probably the worst thing ever
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
Possible extreme physical pain
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Lots of things but I'd say loneliness just because it follows you everywhere and there's no controlling it even around the people you love. For such a social species humans are, no one tells or prepares us how much of our lives are spent being alone and feeling lonely and how we somehow have to live with ourselves.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Having to deal with all the brain-dead selfish Sheeples out there in fantasy land! How l wish l could just pick up a 7.62mm Mini gun and obliterate as many as possible! Except the one's with Dog's! 192 T800
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,450
Probably chronic health problems. The fact that our bodies can torture us and we have little control over this and there is no limit as to how bad it can get. Apart from that, the sensation of being conscious, how we are aware of everything all the time. It can be like a prison.
 
NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
The worst thing about being alive is that as time goes on, only more health problems arise in the body and the society and my realives force me to live no matter how much I suffer. They live in denial of death.
 
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bluedreamscape

Member
Apr 17, 2021
35
Working. Loneliness. Being judged.
 
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PressEnterToExit

PressEnterToExit

How soon is now?
Oct 19, 2020
234
To be horny everyday and don't have good sex
Not having'
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,844
Pain. The worst thing I had to endure was severe psychosomatic pain for 2 and a half years. If I am ever again in this situation I just NEED to leave..
Healthy people have no notion how much pain you are able to feel.
 
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saltshaker

saltshaker

salt shaker, rule breaker
Jan 29, 2021
402
Probably the futility of it all, i often see something and imagine "i could fix that!" but then realize any new working state i could create would just unravel due to an array of factors outside my control.
 
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palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
the soul crushing loneliness
 
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ConfusedAndWeird

Member
Apr 12, 2021
48
Having to be in constant awareness that all of your problems only exist because a group of beings that could hypothetically be intelligent enough to work together to make a cohesive, empathetic society, just don't do it. And that you are one of these people even if you despise it and would give anything to not have anything to do with them.
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
Being hard work for loved ones. Being a burden. I want to die so they can get on with there lives.
 
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JoeFailure

Mage
Apr 29, 2019
592
Not being able to change the past and do it all differently.
 
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littleloup

littleloup

しょうがない
May 28, 2021
39
Being burdened with trauma and an incurable mental illness
 
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Rae82

Student
Jun 4, 2021
119
Having health problems that have appeared from nowhere and completely ruined my life and being expected to carry on as normal and "work around it".
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,373
The fact that reality is so boring and often tedious. Even having the most riches is barely enough to make existence more exciting. Everything comes with a catch too. How is that mere humans are able to come up with better alternatives to reality through various forms of fiction?
 
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Rae82

Student
Jun 4, 2021
119
Another of the worst things is that people die who want to live and vice versa. I am pretty sure I'm too much of a wimp (at the moment) to actually kill myself. I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up.
 
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