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cetacea

cetacea

underwater
Nov 8, 2023
92
i wake up every day for my beautiful boyfriend, my days used to be spent entirely of crying and/or sleeping, maybe it's bad to have my life lifted up so much by one person but oh well. i still cry a lot and can't leave my room or house much but at least he is there for me
 
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deadlemonade

Member
Oct 19, 2023
25
And what stories from the day play out in your head, as you bid adieu to it and hello to the night?
i have adhd and im currently fixated on a streamer called "supertf" i hate him so much because he is all i think about . but for right now i cant ctb because if i do i'll miss his next stream. not much but it's something alright
 
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letmebee1

Member
Oct 30, 2023
10
Because I have bills to pay, look after my mom and have money to live
 
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ChangeWaiter

Member
Oct 23, 2023
50
biological needs, after which I often return back to bed, but at some point my body gets soar laying down and wants to move at least a little, plus I feel guilty if i stay longer than 9am (i go to bed around 10pm)
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
330
Work, bathroom or school.
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
Cause I need to go to the bathroom 😂
 
penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
860
i have a tip: make your bed every day. I get out of it just to go on my computer though ngl. And to cook.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,209
Depends really. Obligation- work and I hate being late/ failing. When I'm not working- guilt. I also try and bribe myself up with food.
 
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UnwillingSavior

UnwillingSavior

Mr. Self Destruct
Nov 2, 2023
115
Honestly, there's a short period in the morning where I'm not really focused on the problems around me. I'm just tired and need to use the bathroom, eat food, get ready etc... By then though, I've acknowledged everything and feel depressed again.
 

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