tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
F'kn hungry now

Can someone go eat for me?? Waaaaa
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
331
Watching twitch does make me feel like I'm not all alone and It's usually the first thing i do after i get out of bed.
 
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RosySunsets

RosySunsets

Member
Oct 24, 2023
15
My fish. I feed them twice a day at a specific time so whenever I miss it in the mornings I feel really bad. I don't want to deprive them of their food just because I can't function well.
 
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Liru2002

Liru2002

Member
Jun 19, 2023
24
Back pain.
 
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WhyBother?

WhyBother?

New Member
Oct 26, 2023
2
And what stories from the day play out in your head, as you bid adieu to it and hello to the night?
the reason I still get out of bed is to enjoy the little things in life, the birds, the tree's, nature, music, etc. (I know it sounds dumb lol) the thought of seeing those and being at peace while I'm alone is one of the major reasons that I'm happy my attempted ctb failed
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
961
because it's the way I can improve my life position (even tho, it hasn't yet)~
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Recovery are not the winner.
Feb 24, 2023
251
Just because I'm forced to by life demand and responsibility pushed onto me
 
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skaro

skaro

idk anymore
Oct 25, 2023
51
I know it's rare, but I've found a job that I truly enjoy, with people who are actually quite wonderful and kind, doing things I find are actually a net positive for the world. When I'm working on my projects I don't feel like myself, I lose my sense of self a bit.

It's when I go home that reality sets in and the dread fills me.
That's awesome how you found a job you enjoy, may I ask what it is?
 
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Kattt

Kattt

Ancient of Mu-Mu
May 18, 2021
800
So I don't have to lie in my own poop
 
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moondazed

moondazed

ex nihilo nihil fit
Oct 14, 2023
169
That's awesome how you found a job you enjoy, may I ask what it is?
I'm a biochemist for a genomics company. I get to play with DNA and fancy instruments all day
 
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steppenwolf

steppenwolf

Not a student
Oct 25, 2023
161
For a piss.

Adieu tristesse,
Bonjour tristesse.
Tu es inscrite dans les lignes du plafond.
 
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flower_g1rl

flower_g1rl

sep 22, 2019
Oct 25, 2023
48
literally? acid reflux, gets me up and running. gravity is a vile bitch
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,247
Honestly, I dunno. Very likely more out of habit than anything. Plus, don't want to be homeless ever again. Enough misery in my life, don't need that shit yet again. It's never fun.
 
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nozomu

nozomu

Global Mod // will i wiN my recovery arc
Nov 28, 2022
1,093
I wake up every day so I can help my partner and be there for them and give them as much love as I can until I can't live any longer. That's it.
 
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fallintotheshadows

fallintotheshadows

Member
Oct 23, 2023
59
I'm at the point where I have gotten rid of my higher paying job where I was making enough to save over 1000 dollars a month and then I have been getting high everyday until I reach my last gummy. I have been getting up to feel what true freedom is like and so everyday is like a summer vacation to me. I specifically will run out of time in 3 days and then that's when I ctb by the jumping method I'll be using. To overcome the si I'll be using my last edible and just listening to music as I wait for it to hit while on that bridge
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
I have no reason to get out of bed in the morning. Literally not a single one. I lost my best friend who also happens to be the person that abused me (see: stockholm syndrome and trauma bonding) the rest of my family basically gave up on me and I have no future because for about a decade I figured I was going to CTB so I never made any plans for my future. All I ever wanted (and lied to myself about wanting) was to start a family but its way too late for me. So when I get out bed in the morning everyday I pray that its the last time I have to
 
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NeedAnEscape

NeedAnEscape

awaiting the end
Oct 16, 2023
250
I dread the consequences of what will happen, if I don't.
 
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catbuddy515

catbuddy515

Member
Oct 31, 2023
11
I get out the bed for my cat (not my pfp). He's a rlly cute :3 and anxious :S , black and white tuxedo cat. Once I'm already out of the bed and fed him I have a lil motivation and energy to do sum else.
 
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prone2fury

prone2fury

i have pretty hair
Feb 4, 2023
57
my mom will yell at me if i don't lol
 
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refused

Member
Oct 31, 2023
31
At this point I get out of bed for work. Otherwise my back begins to get sore and I convince myself to eat, clean, or do an errand or two.
 
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𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆

𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆

I'm an idiot sandwich.
Oct 28, 2023
197
My cat yelling straight into my face
 
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HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
135
I get out of bed to spend time with my loving cat, to see family, to enjoy the one passion I enjoy that is video games. I often just don't feel like getting up from bed but it suddenly becomes easier when I know I'm about to see family or I made plans to play a game with a friend. I feel very fortunate to have people who manage to motivate me to not rot in bed.
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,641
I get up and struggle because I'm forced to since I am still alive. It's such bullshit to have to get up everyday.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,092
I tend to pace around a lot as a habit, so usually that, or else just food or bathroom. I have my laptop under my bed, so I don't need to get out of bed for that.
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
188
School and work. The only day in the week when I don't have to go out is Sunday, and even then I have to get out of bed to study and catch up on assignments.
 
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sensenmann

sensenmann

this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
141
Urge to pee, I have bladder problems.
 
LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
365
I need to draw, I need to write, I need to listen to music. And, my parents wouldn't let me rot like that
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
And what stories from the day play out in your head, as you bid adieu to it and hello to the night?
Because the sun inevitably rises yet another day (unfortunately). The sunlight wakes me up and I hate it, I wish I could just die in my sleep. I spend most days sleeping though, I hate having to get out of bed. My mom forces me to get out of bed and I wish that I could just sleep forever and never have to wake up.
I get up and struggle because I'm forced to since I am still alive. It's such bullshit to have to get up everyday.
Literally
 
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