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Most people who survived vomited or were found, but there are few cases where people didn't vomit and survived. I recommend you to read this document where failed attempts collected.
There is no suffocating sensation in SN method because SN oxidizes your normal hemoglobin to methemoglobin that can't carry oxygen thus depriving your brain from getting enough oxygen to be conscious and sustain life. Suffocation can only be felt when your blood CO2 levels rise. Your brain and CNS has no mechanism to sense your blood oxygen levels so you won't feel suffocation when you ctb with SN. You know what, low levels of oxygen in blood can be euphoric sometimes lmao.
No the only pain you could experience is from the headache you get from low blood pressure and from metabolic acidosis which can both be avoided if you take strong painkillers and benzos. tachycardia might be a concern for others but personally I don't find it that distressing ( I experienced similar symptoms before )
im also gonna od on SN , i think the fast heart can actually feel somewhat exciting.
It can be very distressful if your blood pressure is normal, that's why using antacids with SN is not recommended bc gastric HCL reacts with SN and gives off nitric oxide which acts as a vasodilator and lowers blood pressure in return. I think tachycardia with hypotention isn't that concerning.
yea i wont use antacids just Sn with Anti Emetics.
bc I once attempted to ctb and resulted in a state where I had tachycardia with normal blood pressure. My arteries felt like like they could burst any moment with each pump my heart gives especially cerebral and vertebral arteries. that's my experience tho take that with a grain of salt. I made a thread about it if you are interested
sanctioned-suicide.net
Sorry I am just really impulsive.
If it's impulsive, than I should strongly advise against it, and I think it may not be a good place for you. If you're not sure if you want to die or not, you may just do some half-assed attempt that will just make your disability worse. There is a recovery section in this forum, and maybe that's a more suitable place, if you really insist on staying here. I'm strictly pro-choice, but only for people who are able to make a decision. This place telling methods to people who are too unwell to actually read and understand is a goddamn scary thing.
As I said I will wait until I am 20 but I will still research on exit bag so if I still feel down and have thought about it I can do it.
Where? Can you PM me? I searched but all the websites don't want to deliver because of "Gefahrgut" or some bullshit.
plus what if I wake up again..
