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tannhausers

tannhausers

ГолоГный.
Apr 23, 2026
30
1 day, I guess

I REALLY hate being dirty. If I haven't showered, I can feel the dirt, sweat, and everything else, and it really bugs me.
Update: I just remembered that I didn't wash for about five days while I was in the hospital—and that's even though I did wash genitalia area every day (at least I tried to wash up as best I could). And it was HORRIBLE; I felt disgusting because of it, plus I was weighed down by the whole hospital atmosphere and the discomfort of not being at home and sharing a ward with other people.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
357
3 days. I was catatonic, albeit briefly, from a psychotic episode. One of the most terrifying moments of my life.
 
DrowningWithin

DrowningWithin

All I wanted
Jan 23, 2025
20
Lwk like a whole summer, I would wash my hair in the sink because I couldn't take care of myself.

Even now it's hard to shower because it's so much effort. I shower like literally once every 1-2 weeks.

My hair is fried so it hardly gets oily. It comes as a shock since online I portray myself as some sort of "pretty girl", which I clearly don't act like one.
 
SilentSiren

SilentSiren

Member
May 6, 2026
7
Longest I have gone is about 2 months. That was during one of my more acute depressive episodes and losing my favorite person just made it worse. I didn't have the energy or will to even get out of bed, let alone shower. At my baseline, I shower 2-3 times a week.
 
U

usernameless

Member
May 15, 2026
7
I don't care to keep track of these things but probably like 2 weeks.
 
AnxiousLife

AnxiousLife

scared of people
Jan 13, 2025
38
Maybe a month. Now I shower every 2 weeks probably, my depression and ocd (fear of contamination, thoughts of something may happen while i'm showering and similar thoughts) make it challenging to take care of myself
 

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