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irememberinnocence
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- Jun 10, 2020
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For all the people saying around 30 I feel validated. I am around this age and feel more determined to end my life than ever. I have experienced so much of what life has to offer and that is also how I know I've had enough. I've actually experienced some awesome things too. But because of my physical illness and my increasing isolation I know it's all downhill from here. So I'm getting out before it's too late. I honestly feel very uncomfortable with the idea of young people killing themselves. At that age I was suffering a lot but I kept giving life another shot. I experienced a lot of things, and made some impact on the world, despite all my struggles. Now I really feel much more comfortable with my imminent end, not the act itself, but just finding peace. This is all my perspective. What other people do is none of my business. I'm just speaking for myself. It took a lot of courage to reply to a post after being a member for a year. I know my time is creeping closer and I feel that it's killing me mentally more to not speak honestly, so that's how I got the courage.
Edit: Just to be absolutely clear, I'm not saying anyone SHOULD kill themselves just because they reach 30 and things seem unbearable. I'm saying it's my own personal best time for my own personal suicide. It's a deeply personal decision after all, weighing up one's own quality of life versus one's own non-existence.
Edit: Just to be absolutely clear, I'm not saying anyone SHOULD kill themselves just because they reach 30 and things seem unbearable. I'm saying it's my own personal best time for my own personal suicide. It's a deeply personal decision after all, weighing up one's own quality of life versus one's own non-existence.
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