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notmyusername
Da Fan of Stuffs
- Feb 1, 2024
- 23
I said fuck it today. Did some DXM. I was trying to stay off of it for the people who cared about me and wanted better for me. I am such a shitty person. I hate being sober for some reason. I just can't fucking handle it man. I don't care about living or if abusing drugs kills me or what. Who fucking cares. And I can't wait to start working and being able to do more street drugs, ecstasy was amazing.
The only thing that made life tolerable enough to not do drugs I lost. Due to doing drugs. I was high on the job, working with precious babies. I miss them so much. There are not even words to describe the void in my heart since leaving that job. I am mad at the world, fuck this place for being such a fucking shithole that people gotta always be so depressed. And fuck humans for being assholes and never cutting each other slack. And fuck me for being no better. Peace.
The only thing that made life tolerable enough to not do drugs I lost. Due to doing drugs. I was high on the job, working with precious babies. I miss them so much. There are not even words to describe the void in my heart since leaving that job. I am mad at the world, fuck this place for being such a fucking shithole that people gotta always be so depressed. And fuck humans for being assholes and never cutting each other slack. And fuck me for being no better. Peace.